"Ja-Jan?" He hesitantly ask.
I nodded when I started to cry. Then I felt his arms around me. I know he was just trying to comfort me but I felt even more sorry for myself.
I've given my virginity to someone who didn't even know it was me. I gave i...
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The empty canvass stares back at me while all I can think off was Namjoon's confession. All the while I thought he was this love stricken kid who can't get over his first love but it turns out what he wanted closure.
Maybe he was still love stricken but at least it makes it more forgivable.
Hani's exes came back to her because whenever she breaks up with them it was always a long list of shit she doesn't like about them.
I told her it was rude of her to do that, making the guy think that if he ever changes, he would still have a shot at her.
Hani thought she's doing them a favor by being honest, they could change for the better.
Except for Namjoon apparently.
As if there's such thing as twin telepathy, somebody knock on my door and I knew it was Hani.
"What's up?!" I said as I opened it. "Let me guess, Namjoon."
"I just want to see your painting but since you blurted out his name, let's talk about him. Are you really dating?" She said.
"What's it to you? One man's trash is another one's treasure." I said as I took some acrylic paint, faking my way to being busy so she would leave me alone.
"Don't get me wrong. I'm not mad. I mean, it's okay for you two to date. I'm just worried—"
"He's still hung up on you? How presumptuous..." If my eyes could roll further up I would, not that she's wrong, she's right on all accounts, she has the reason to be worried, I've taken a path that would only hurt me in the end.
"Jan... Let me finish. Why are you so mad at me?" She said.
"Well you should have not seduced the boys I bring home." I said.
No comebacks.
"I know you're rolling your eyes on me, Hani." Her silence means she's either making faces or imagining herself choking the breath out of me.
"Because you always say that I seduce them when I can't help it—"
"You can't help that you're so pretty~." Hani instantly groan in protest as she stumps her feet.
"Have Seungjin seen that frustrated version of your self?" I pointed at her laughing at her frustrated form.
"If they find me pretty then you are, too! You just don't care about your looks — or brushing your hair — or wearing appropriate dress for your body— or going out without paint."
"It's not like I don't want to try but the thing is whenever I dressed into something nice, the compliment I get is I look more like you. I'm not mad at you. What makes you think I am?"
