'Its not the right time y/n' Jack shouted 'it never is, just tell them' you shout just as loud back
Tears stream down your face as you remember Jack denying your relationship together to all his fans and the media even though you had been dating for just over six months, he always claimed that we were just 'good friends'
You turn away from Jack as the tears flow down your cheeks 'do you know how it feels to not be able to hold your hand in public? or kiss you? or even have a hug that lasts longer than 5 seconds?' you snuffle as he pulls you towards him 'y/n, babe, don't you think you're overreacting at all' 'overreacting? fuck this, I hate you Jack' you keep your eyes fixated ahead of you 'you don't mean that, no I can't lose you' the desperation of his voice makes your bottom lip tremble but you try and hold it together but you turn around to see a wet faced Jack 'you don't mean it do you?' he asked, even more desperate than the last time
'I hate this! I hate how I met you and have completely fallen for you' the words roll out your mouth as his face drops 'so you regret ever meeting me?' 'no don't try-' 'you do I can see that you do, just tell me the truth' he interrupts and adds 'do you regret it?' you look down in your lap and try to decide whether or not it would be best to answer truthfully, you decide it is and pull away from him 'sometimes I guess, times like this' you mutter and refrain from making eye contact with him
The silence became awkward between you both but someone had to make the first move and it wasn't you for a change 'well I'm sorry but that's what it's like and I can't help that and if you want to leave and find someone else I understand but know this, I'm not letting you go because I don't love you it's because I want you to be happy and if that means giving you up, I'm willing to do it even though it will kill me' the tears were rolling down his cheeks in a stream and you couldn't help but search for his eyes but as soon as they met, you knew you could never leave him 'tell them then' his eyebrows raise as you repeat your statement 'if it means keeping you' his eyes lighting up with hope as you nod your head yes
He gets his phone out to what you can only presume is telling his fans about you, he locks his phone after ten minutes and looks up grinning at you as he wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck 'I feel stupid apparently they all knew and now I guess we can move on from this cause I wanna show the world that you're my girl and no one else's' you smile as he pulls away and closes the space between your lips 'thank you babe' you smile as he returns it straight away
