Firiah ➳ T.J. {IN EDITING}

A strong decision

{This chapter is unedited so I am sorry about my grammar,spelling,tenses, and any other mistakes I make. This book is currently in editing.}  

Miriah's POV

I made sure I was a fine distance away and out of site before I ran.
I ran as fast as I could.
As fast as my legs and lungs would alow me to go.
Then I stopped and took an immense breath and sat at the curb of the road.
I took out my MP3 player and picked shuffle.
The song that came on was perfect for this situation.
"That should be me" By Justin Bieber.
I'm not a "Belieber". I'm not even sure that I'm a fan.
But this song is my favorite song of his, other than You Smile.
I sang along while tears sprang down my eyes.
"Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me

You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
To have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're takin' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know that

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
That should be me
That should be me giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me,
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me"
(I know even though justin is talking about a girl just imagine her talking about Four. Okay? Thank you. :)..)
When the song was over I wiped away the tears off my eyes and made one promise to myself.
"I will never fall for Fours' tricks ever again"
Then I got up and ran back home.
I decided that instead of laying down all day and crying over Four I was going to practice singing for the Arts Cafe.
Yes sing.
I don't sing at Art Cafés. I've never even been to one.
I decided that I was going to sing "Jar Of Hearts" by Christina Perri. I absolutely love that song and Christina is the best singer I've ever heard.
So I practiced and practiced until I was tired.
Then I took my shower, brushed my teeth, and watched some TV before I fell asleep.
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Hey guys!
Thanks for 100 reads!! I was so happy when I went on wattpad and saw it!
today I went to a bb-q at my cousins place. That's why I'm posting so late.
BYE :)