The Troubled [COMPLETED]

Chapter five

It's been a week now since being in the police station, meeting the guys basically since everything his happened. And currently at the moment I was just casually reading smut, it was great though, had some guy on guy action in it. Although while I was reading it I realized in the story there was role playing and so one was a cop while the other was a very bad, bad boy who needed to be taught a lesson.

It had some good shit in it but unfortunately I just had to be interrupted, "Demon child!" I quickly clutched my phone to my body closing out of the app. I looked up to Jaebum to see him have this evil smirk on his face, "Did I interrupt something good?" He asked reaching out for my phone. I held onto it tighter, "Nope! Nothing at all! Everything is all great over here!" He just laughed at me as he casually walked over taking a seat next to me on the couch.

"One lunch is ready and two we need to talk." Oh no bum bum has to talk to me this can only mean one thing. The very conversation I've been dreading in the first place. We both got up heading over to the dining room both eating grilled cheese one of my favorites, "Okay Zoe we need to have a serious talk." He said while trying to look all serious.

"We need to enroll you into a school before it's too late. Now I know you don't want to I know your going to fight me on this but your just going to have to deal with it and go." Damn I would argue but like I also really need to get out of this house for a while. I don't know should I say I don't want to like always or surprise him and say okay? Ooooh this is so hard to decide on what to do. It's always a pleasure to surprise him but it's also a pleasure to annoy the absolute hell out of him.

"Okay I'll go to school again." I said surprising him. He did look shook from what I said as he probably was expecting for us to argue, "Well okay then I'll just tell the guys later." After lunch and the both of us joking about random things we basically parted our ways. I went to my room and decided to play some music the song being The Truth Untold. I almost wanted to break down due to everything.

Yeah I can be myself around the guys but it still hurts. I just really miss my mom! I wish she was here with me to be by my side but no! And even my brother fucking left me behind! I have nobody! It's only a matter of time before the guys give up on me, I mean why wouldn't they?! I always have problems and yet they still try and fend for me, how long till they realize that I really am the problem.

I can't take it anymore I just don't want to be here but maybe I just need to get out of this damn house. Ah! Screw it! I went into the bathroom in my room getting a hold of my razors,

One cut for being a liar
Two cuts for having nobody
And three just for the pain to make it all go away.

I looked to both of my wrists, three cuts on each wrist all equally as deep. It doesn't bother me anymore, why should it anyways? This is who I am, a screw up. I just want to end it but why does it feel like I have this little bit of hope. Like someone will save me? I laugh at myself for thinking of such a thing. I exit the bathroom a different song playing now. I haven't cut in a while so I have to cover up so the guys don't suspect a thing.

(Time skip)

It had been a couple of days and now I was getting ready for the first day at my new school. I wasn't really looking forward to it but hey who knows maybe something decent will come my way. I did my hair in s braid, wearing a black long sleeve shirt, torn up in the back with a pair of ripped jeans and a beanie, with a pair of black converses. I decided black lipstick and basically everything black.

We'll see if anyone even dares to try and talk to me. I walked downstairs to be greeted by the guys, "So princess are you excited about your first day of school?" Jackson asked as he was clearly happy that I was finally getting out of the house, "Jackson it's high school I'm not four going to my first day of pre school." He looked taken a back for a second before nodding.