The Troubled [COMPLETED]

Chapter ten

I sigh out in relief for a split second taking a double check not knowing what to do. Two lines popping up, I check the instructions and unfortunately it's positive. I'm terrified I don't know how to raise a child! I don't even want it! One I don't even have a single clue who the father is and two I already have enough problems, being pregnant just makes everything worse.

I crouch down on the floor as I stare at the stick in my hand with two pink lines that indicate my awaiting future. I didn't realize the tears till I saw a tear drop appear on the test. What am I supposed to say when the kid gets older?! I don't know your father and was raped in an alleyway and was sixteen?! I know I have to stay calm but I just can't.

I heard a knock on the door but stayed silent until the door opened, Jin appearing. I look to him in horror as I hand him the test, "Oh honey it's okay." He says in calming voice, "No it's not!" I shouted back at him. He looked taken aback but still came over, "The guys will support this I promise." I gave him a disgusted look, "And if they want to send me back to the organization then what're you gonna do? What if they don't want me anymore Jin?!" I bursted out into tears as I ran into his arms.

After a while we walked out. I handed the test around to them all, letting them decide if they're okay. Because apparently it's their decision not mine. Jaebum looked mad, Markson was shocked but Jackson reassured me, "Its okay princess, it's up to you what you want to do and we'll support you to the fullest." He said which made me feel more calmer about this whole situation.

Lisa was coming up to hug me and I was just too tired to care so I hugged her back. When she went over to Jungkook his reaction was totally uncalled for, he punched the wall as he walked out slamming the door while cursing loudly, "Fuck!" He yelled.

Lisa went after him and so did I, I asked her kindly if she could leave us alone. She eyed me almost as if she were afraid of me, then again I wouldn't blame her if she was. She had finally left us as I walked up to him, putting my hand on his should which he the pushed off yelling, "Could you not!" Making me flinch.

Once he turned around and saw me he immediately felt bad and started to apologize, "Zoey I'm so, so sorry. You know this is all my fault." I looked to him, "How is this your fault?" I asked him. He took a breath, "If I had just shown up sooner then none of this would've happened." He blamed himself.

I grabbed both sides of his face making him look at me, "Listen none of this is your fault, this would've happened either way and there's nothing you can do about it." I said looking him directly in the eye. He looked like he was almost in tears, "Hey come on now there's no reason to cry over this, come on now smile for me please?" He put on the most sympathetic smile ever.

"Okay come on tell me what's bothering you." I said laughing lightly. He looked sorrowful, "But it wasn't your choice to have a child. Your too young, you have your whole life ahead of you and yet your pregnant due to a rape incident." He said with tears streaming down his face. I wiped away his tears with my thumbs, "Hey, hey listen none of this is your fault, also my life was going to be destroyed either way." He looked up to me, "How's your life going to be destroyed?" He asked.

"Well like Lisa said I'm a 'problematic child' so I always have something wrong happen in my life. I'm in and out of hospitals, I can barely make any friends that don't end up hating me in the end." He then said something, "But what about Felix, Jisung, Jeongin, and Roxanne? They're all your friends." I laughed at his response, "Yeah for now they are, until they find out I'm pregnant they'll all think I'm some slut sleeping around with people and leave me." He hugged me which took me by surprise.

"I doubt they'll think that, maybe if you just tell them the truth then they won't leave you. I believe that they're a great group of friends for you." I scoffed, "Of course you think that Jeongin is your little brother and you believe that all of his friends are great because you know them. Well guess what they barely know me so I'll be out of the picture." I started to walk away when he grabbed onto my arm.