The Troubled [COMPLETED]

Chapter nine

The atmosphere was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop from the air. To be completely honest this scared me. I never liked it when a room was quiet because that's when I could hear the demons in my head, the thoughts that make me wish I was never alive.

Sometimes no most of the time demons are these little red creatures with horns no the real demons live within our thoughts and sometimes they get the best of us. This is why I try so damn hard to not be in quiet places. I surround myself in loud rooms probably not with the best group of people yet since it keeps me distracted I don't really care who I hang out with.

If I'm in danger then I don't seem to care, but I seem to notice a pattern here. I do whatever I can to distract myself. But I can't seem to entirely remember what had happened to me this time. All I know is something made me go into shock, I remember the feeling of not being able to breathe, feeling like the room was closing in on me.

I've had this feeling before but not since I was a child, since I used to live with my family, watching my mother struggle from my father. But what caused this to happen?

I heard these voices all around me but at the same time they were overpowered by the voices that were inside my head. Sometimes I think that's the problem since nobody knows what goes on inside my head they fear me just like I fear myself. I wish I could just open my eyes but that doesn't seem to be the case at the moment, my brain says open them while my body says not to.

My mind says that I'll be disappointed in myself once I open my eyes. But I was going to do it, I forced my eyes open letting the blinding light hit them. I blank a few times letting my eyes get used to the blinding light. I looked around seeing as I was in the same white room that I can never escape from, "Damn hospital room." I mumbled under my breath.

As usual I press the little red button by the bed letting them know that I'm awake. After a couple of minutes the door flew open revealing a face I was expecting...

"Yah! Jeon Jungkook you cant just barge into the room like a mad man!" Jin's voice rang throughout the room making my head hurt. I looked to the two males glaring at them, "Sorry Jin hyung." He said as he then slowed down his pace as he walked over to me. I looked to Jin, "Where are the guys?" He scratched the back of his nape, "Haha well you see Jungkook here was actually begging for me not to tell the guys yet." I looked to Jungkook with wide eyes.

"What the hell man they're my guardians they have the right to know!" I shouted at him. He flinched away from me, "Yah! Zoey don't raise your voice at him. In his defense he was scared to tell them because he didn't know what to do once you passed out." He said trying to calm me down.

I looked to him, "What even happened? Where is everyone else? And why are you even here?" All of these questions just came out of my mouth just as fast as they had popped into my mind. He took a deep breath, "First Lisa had said something that had triggered you secondly everyone is back at the house and lastly I'm here because I brought you here." He had explained.

I sighed from this all, "Okay anyways Jin what're you gonna tell the guys?" I looked to him, "Well the truth obviously, they're going to want to know what really happened." He said as he was writing something down, "Great now I'll never be allowed to leave the house." Ugh this is all so stressful! I can't seem to do anything right!

Once Jin had left the room Jungkook started to walk over to me, "You have no clue how worried I was." He said as he kneeled down by my bedside, grabbing onto my hand, "I'm so sorry for what Lisa said to you, she really doesn't mean any harm I promise you." He said. While he apologized I felt this happiness but then he defended Lisa! That bitch brought up my past, she's the reason I'm in herein the first place!