The Troubled [COMPLETED]

Chapter nineteen

I was just casually enjoying my ice cream Sunday because well I was out with Namjoon and Jin since I've been with them for a while due to me still not being ready to go back home.

I was getting up as I had just finished my Sunday and bumped into someone, "Oh sorry!" We both said at the same time. Once we caught sight of each other I just couldn't believe it, "Zoey." Of course he just had to be here. I turned around and started to walk away but he grabbed onto my wrist, "No. Please don't go." He said, I then whispered lightly, "Let go." But he just wouldn't.

"No please Zoey we need to talk." He begged, "I SAID LET GO DAMN IT!" And with that I turned around and slapped him across the face. He looked shocked and noticed that we had caused a scene as people looked at us in fear of what was happening.

Jin rushed over to the scene, Namjoon not too far behind, "Zoey are you okay?!" He asked concerned. I looked down then back up at him, "Who the hell are you to make Zoey feel uncomfortable!?" Namjoon shouted at the boy.

Jin wrenched me away Namjoon coming with us, "No! Please don't take my baby sister away!!" The two males froze, Jin dropping my hand. Namjoon looked at the younger as he walked closer to him, "You're Zoey's brother?" He asked.

"Yes I'm Seo Changbin, Seo Zoey's older brother." Jin looked to me with shock. He knew from me telling him that was my last name.

"Zoey is this true?" Namjoon asked. I wanted to say 'no' so bad, but something stopped me from lying to them. Was it because I've known them for so long that I thought there was no point in lying to the couple anymore?

Maybe...

But I just couldn't stand it, seeing Changbin my older brother the one who I was closest to in my family, yet he's the one who left me the most confused in the past years of my life.

He used to be there when I needed him most, to him now never being there, and now all of a sudden out of the blue here he is again!

This was all just too much for me. But this could also be the one moment in which I can find out everything, where all of my questions can be answered. This man Seo Changbin, my brother is the only one who can truly answer all of my questions truthfully.

"Why??" I suddenly asked earning all of the males attention. I then asked again, "Why??" They all just stared, "Oh god stop fucking staring and answer my question." I said crossing my arms.

"Why what?" Jin asked. I looked to Changbin and started walking over to him, "Why now?" I said looking down. Just facing him is too much for me. "What do you mean?" He asked.

"I mean why show up now?! Why after all of these years you decided to finally show up?! Why the fuck did you disappear like that?! And most importantly why did you have to fucking leave me for all of these years when I needed you most?!?!" I shouted at him. Not even caring if I'm making a scene or now.

I have a right to get the answers to these questions. He literally disappeared and never came back again.

"I-I" he started. He then ran up and hugged me, "I'm so sorry zoey!" I froze not knowing what to do. I didn't know if I should hug him back or not. As he sobbed into my shoulder, apologizing over and over again.

After our little encounter with Changbin, Jin and Namjoon decided it was time I head back to the house.

I stood there at the door, Namjoon beside me and it felt like I was reliving the day I moved in. Me being the stubborn person I am had Namjoon knock on the door once Mark opened it he looked very upset, "Oh I see you finally decided to show up." He said bitterly.

He let us in as Jin followed in along, Jackson was curled up into a ball so I wanted to surprise him but once I saw him, "YOU! GET OUT!!" He had tears streaming down his face as he jumped to his feet, pointing to the door. Mark had to pull me back away from him for a second, but I then saw bags everywhere.

"Wow that's a lot of trash I see." I said looking at all the bags.

"Yeah and it's all your stuff that's why it's trash." Jackson said.

I was so confused why were they treating me like this? I looked to Mark but he had very teary eyes. He then walked over, "I'm sorry zoey but we can't keep you anymore." I looked at him with wide eyes.
"What why not?!?!" I shouted.

"BECAUSE JAEBUM IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!" Jackson yelled.

Everyone in the room froze

Time froze

Silence filling the air

And with that I grabbed the bag and walked out the door, trying my best to not lose it in front of them all.

(Time skip!!!)

Yeah I was now back in the system. I was gone for too long and the guys couldn't take it so... they gave up.

I've been staying with Jiyong in secret, I told him I was with Jungkook but I've actually been with Jiyong. I still talk to Changbin and I've gone back to my old habits.

"Hey zoey." Roxanne greeted me. I gave her a small nod as we walked together to her house. I've been living there practically because I don't really like being in Jiyong's apartment all alone.

"So how's it going with you and your brother?" Roxanne asked. I took a sip of my ginger ale before answering her, "It's been good." I answered.

"What about you and...and Jungkook?" She asked hesitantly. It hurt hearing his name, I haven't seen him since I ran out that day. I haven't responded to his texts or answered his calls. It just hurts too much, "Still the same since I ran out that day." She nodded as she knew enough questions.

My phone the finger so I looked at it to see it was Jiyong.

(In text)

Jiyong-come down to the club the guys miss you!!

Me-but I'm at Roxanne's right now

Jiyong-then get up and leave and join the fun

Me-I can't do that, that would be rude!

Jiyong-since when do you give a shit?! Oh by the way this is Hoseok!!

Me-oh hey Hoseok

Jiyong-so are ya coming?!?

Me-fine whatever I'll be there in 20

Jiyong-20 hours holy shit that's a long time!!! Ugh Hoseok is super drunk again so yeah... you have been warned!!!

(End of text)

I looked to Roxanne, "I have to go Jiyong wants me back." I waited to see if she heard me because we were working on homework, "Huh oh yeah that's fine... but I want to ask you something before you go." I paused from packing my stuff up for a second, "What did you want to ask me?" I questioned.

"You're safe correct? I know you were with Jiyong when Jungkook found you and all but I want to know you aren't doing anything that'll put you in harm." She explained. I didn't know how to respond because nobody has ever said something like this, nobody ever really cares if I get hurt or not.

"Yeah I'm safe I'm not doing anything I'll regret." I want to say that's the truth but honestly I can never know what'll happen when I'm with him. He never knows half the time what's happening around him.

I exit the house not sure what to feel or if I'm doing the right thing. For all I know meeting up with him and just staying with him could jeopardize everything I know of now.

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Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't posted in a while I've just been busy. Anyways I hope you all are enjoying this story even though this chapter was a major emotional roller coaster for some (ahem anyone who's bias is Jaebum mainly Gianna which please don't kill me!!)
Anyways

I'M OUT!!!!!