I was getting ready for school and not going to lie I was excited to see Jeongin. Tomorrow is his party and I just have no clue what to wear but I was still excited.
I headed downstairs seeing the guys getting ready to leave, "Bye princess see you later." Jackson said as he hugged me. Mark also came over and hugged me wishing for me to have a good day at school and to let them know if anything wrong happens or if there are any changes that will have to occur."Okay come on demon child can't have you be late to school." Jaebum said bringing my stuff to me, "But what about breakfast?" I questioned him. "What about it?" He said staring down, "You know it's like the most important meal of the day." He corked his eyebrow, "Since when do you care about actually eating in the morning??" I scoffed. "Okay fine, fine let's just go." I grabbed my bag out of his hand heading to the car.
"Why're you so eager to get to school?" I just shrugged, "Ah I know it's because of that boy! The one whose having the party tomorrow!" He kept shouting as if he had just solved the biggest problem ever. Once we got closer to the school we bid our goodbyes and I hopped out of the car, "Bye Bum Bum!!!" I shouted.
I met up with Roxanne in the halls, "So are you going to Jeongin's house tomorrow?" She asked. I gave a simple nod of my head, "Oh I know I suggest we play truth or dare and then you know dare him to kiss you!" I gave her a death glare, "oh shut up I don't need your help to kiss him. Besides we all know that Jaebum is the one coming to the party therefore maybe we should play the game!" She let out a loud groan.
"What's wrong Roxanne?" Jisung had asked her. She looked to him, "Nothing much it's just that Zoey here is being a little bitch." All the guys looked to her in shock, "Yah! You never swear!" Jisung said clearly shocked. I couldn't help but laugh, "So Zoey are you excited for tomorrow?" Jeongin asked me.
I had froze I didn't know what to say it was as if a cat had actually caught my tongue. I was about to reply but I closed my mouth resulting in me biting my tongue. I flinched from the stinging sensation that had went through my mouth eyes ready to water, "Are you okay?" Jeongin asked. I was going to reply but I had shut up by a warm liquid and the taste of blood filling the caverns of my mouth.
I took out a water bottle from my bag as I took a sip, swishing it and gurgling it in my mouth before I swallowed it. I looked to see everyone staring at me as if they had just watched a clown jump out of nowhere, "You know having a dry mouth just always being the worst when trying to talk. Hahaha...haaa." Jeongin was the first to also break out into an awkward laugh with me, "Yeah I understand you there." The whole conversation was just awkward until Roxanne and I were heading to class.
"I can't believe that you did that!" She said laughing hysterically. I glared at her, "Oh shut up I ended up biting my tongue and I could risk having my mouth filled with blood so that's what happened." She broke into laugher as we were entering the classroom. We took our seats and continued to laugh at random stuff, "oh look the two losers are making my ears bleed." And of course Momo and her group just had to be there. "I understand you Momo my ears are bleeding to from them too." Sana said.
I decided to have some fun as well, "And I'm going blind over here from seeing two of the ugliest witches of my life." Gasps were heard throughout the room, "Excuse me?!" Sana shouted at me, "Oh no it seems that you are losing your hearing you didn't catch what I said okay let me say it louder. I'M GOING BLIND BECAUSE OF YOUR UGLINESS!" The whole class gasped again.
Momo was coming up to me ready to scream when the teacher had walked into the room, "Good morning class!" Our teacher had greeted us. We were all sitting down in our seats as she continued with the lecture. I stared outside the windows watching as the wind blows the leaves around the air.
As the leaves drift off into the distance being carried by the wind to god knows where. As the leaves eventually crumble and die, losing their color. I always loved the falling leaves as I feel I'm like them. Going on a journey through life like the leaves through the sky. Both not knowing where they'll end up in the end, too tired of it all when it comes to the end withering away not being reminded ever again.
I was so caught up in my own thoughts until I felt someone was shaking me, "Zoey class is over." Roxanne said shaking me. I snapped out of my thoughts looking at her, "Come on the guys are waiting for us." She tugged my arm as we were walking, "Hey I'm just gonna go to the restroom I'll meet up with you in a bit." She nodded her head and headed off.
I walked to the bathroom, once I was exiting I heard voices that were nearing me. I brushed it off continuing to walk, "Can you believe that bitch called us ugly?!" I heard another scoff. By the sound of it, it sounds like it's Momo and Sana. I brushed pass the two, "Hey where are you going?!" One of them shouted, "Going to lunch." Before I could go one of them grabbed my arm throwing me to the floor.
I got right back up, "What're you going to do now that your all alone?" I stared at the two females thinking to myself not to do anything stupid like how I promised Mark. So I got up brushed myself up and just walked out leaving them. Hearing them shout out to me but I just blocked them out heading to see my friends at lunch.
I sat next to my group, "Where's your lunch?" Jisung asked. I just looked to him shrugging, "Not hungry." We all sat down enjoying conversations about tomorrow and planning things, "Oh Jungkook will be the one supervising the party tomorrow since my parents won't be home." We all nodded not paying attention.
I just kept thinking about how snowflakes are like leaves they drift of in the wind without a care in the world. How they melt like how the leaves crumble. The both fade as their journeys come closer to the end. They don't know nor do they have a care in the world as to when their journey will end. I remember being like that but that part also won't leave but I do care. I want to be with my friends and enjoy life to the fullest before my times up.
Lunch had come to the end we continued going through our lectures. It was the end of the day, "You want to come over again?" Roxanne asked me. I shook my head, "No, no not today. I can't I have to get some things done." She nodded her head, "Okay well I'll see you tomorrow." We then patted our ways. I headed to the car seeing Jaebum, "Hey demon child how was school?" I just gave him the whole school was good summary not telling him how distracted I actually was.
I had gotten home and headed straight to my room. For some reason I just feel weird today like I'm...
Empty.
I didn't know why but I just have to put it aside not think about any of it.
The rest of the day went well, having conversations with the guys. I watched some tv, read some stories. It was a normal day pretty much. I decided to go to sleep early tonight since I just felt so tired. It's been a while since I felt this way but when sleeping it's great because it's the only time when you can be so carefree.
(Author POV)
Meanwhile with the guys.
"Did she seem a little off today?" Mark had asked. They both nodded, "She's been like this since I picked her up from school." Jaebum had explained. They were all concerned for their family jewel, not knowing the sudden change in mood. From being all happy earlier this morning to being all quiet during the entirety of the evening.
They all went up to her room to check on her. Cracking the door ever so carefully so they wouldn't make a single sound that would wake the sleeping girl up. They saw her sleeping peacefully on her bed, light snores filled the air. It all seemed so peaceful yet little did they know what was going on inside their precious little jewels mind.
(Zoey's thoughts)
You'll never be worth anything nobody will ever love you. No matter how much I miss you, you'll never return to me. I hate that you left but no matter how much I try to erase you from my mind your always there.
I'm missing you, I'm missing you.
How long till I meet you again? If I have to come to you then so be it but you've given me nothing to find a single trace of you. But if you wait for me then I'll come find and find you.
Please wait for me...
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The Troubled [COMPLETED]
FanfictionFind out how Seo Zoey became the ice hearted person she is today. See if she gets saved or not. From how she looses everything to if she gains anything from her new life. WARNINGS!!! Contains the following: Age gap Self harming Rape Abuse Language ...