insane | zayn malik

Insane 2 | Believe

Inane 2 | Believe

zayn's pov

It's only been a couple hours since the exchanged took place. Everybody was restless and reckless, but happy that Bazzi was alive. It was past midnight and we're all at the SH in the living room. The note that Harry gave to Bazzi had everybody on their toes. Bazzi was in the hospital room with Dr. Payne getting treated. There was a lot of cuts on his body and that resulted a lot of bleeding. Dr. Payne said he would be fine and that gave us a huge relief. Unfortunately, that didn't relieve us all the way. We still had to worry about Harry and this note.

"Why did he do this?" Barnard asked looking at the group, but he didn't get a valid answer.

"I have no idea," Ravi sighs.

"He just...he just fucking left," Dev muttered unbelievably. "With no plan or nothing. He just left."

"This has to be the plan Dev," Mori pointed at folded note that was sitting on the coffee table. "He wouldn't just abandoned us."

"She's right," I nodded agreeing with her. "Harry is smart and he wouldn't just leave us hanging with everything going on. There's something in that note that'll hopefully clear everything up."

"What should we do then?" Asked Dev.

I sigh, rubbing my beard in thought, "We should let Bazzi wake up first and let him read it over. He might know some things that we don't. In the meanwhile, we should try to get some sleep. We're all tired and worn out. Let's try to..relax for the time being until then."

Everybody nodded at my suggestion and they started to leave the living room to head upstairs. The folded note still renaming untouched on the coffee table.

"Your room is still in good shape upstairs. We didn't do anything to it," Ravi told Mori with a gentle smile before leaving.

I scratched the back of my head awkwardly, clearing my throat, "I um..should be—,"

"Nope, you're coming upstairs with me," Mori took my wrist and practically dragged me up the stairs. Something told me that she wasn't going to let me leave. I should've already known.

"Are they gonna be okay with it?" I ask hesitantly once we got to her room.

"They look up to you Zayn," she closed the door, then turned to look at me with soft eyes as she spoke. "You're very close with Harry than any of us. Heard you two go way back. And honestly, you're already in this so why not stay?"

"I guess you're right," I murmur taking off my jacket and shoes.

"Will you um—," she stopped midway in her sentence looking towards the ground, getting nervous.

"Lay with you?" I finish looking at her with amusement.

"Please?" She said out with a shy smile messing with her fingers.

"Of course," I chuckle kissing her forehead for her to relax.

She then went to dresser to grab some clothes before walking into her bathroom. In the meanwhile I just took off my shirt and set it aside with my other things. A white undershirt was still on me so I was okay. Whatever I did I didn't want to come off too strong. That was the last thing I wanted.

Making way onto her bed I laid flat on my back with my hands behind my head and looked up at the blank ceiling. There was so many thoughts running in my head right now. I had to find a way to guide this group without Harry standing by my side. What could I possibly do? Mori's words had replayed themselves in my head over an cover again. Do they really look up to me as a leader? I thought to myself.

"Somebody is thinking pretty hard over there," giggled Mori who came walking out the bathroom.

Black leggings, an oversized shirt, a cute scarf-thingy wrapped around her head, and no makeup on. I marveled at her state of naturalness—in my life I don't think I've never seen something so pretty.

"Um..what you say?" I finally spoke snapping out of my thoughts. Damn, I must have been staring too hard.

"You're thinking about something," she says climbing onto the bed, moving closer to rest her head on my chest. "What is it?"

"Everything," I breathed out.

"I feel you," she says looking up at me. "I really do."

"How am I suppose to do this?" I admit defeatedly. "I'm..I'm all by myself on what to do."

"You're not all by yourself Zayn," she took my hand and laced our fingers together. "You got us with you, and you got me standing by your side at all costs."

"You really believe in me?" I ask feeling so vulnerable, and deep down I was cussing myself out for getting too soft. This woman was doing something to me. And god, I didn't know what it was.

"Yes I do," Mori replied. "Again, we're gonna get through this together. I promise you."

I smiled sweetly at her. Looking down at our laced fingers I felt a sense of peace washing over me. And I haven't felt that in a very long time.

Mori adjusted herself so that we were face to face. Lips almost close of touching. I cup the side of her pretty face to admire her. Deep inside I knew that this woman has gone through so much in her life. Still, she managed to make it seem that everything was okay and comfort me. Even though she was good at covering up her emotions I knew that she couldn't hide her feelings she had for me. I for one definitely couldn't hide them any longer.

"Do..do you have feelings for me?" I ask her gently.

"I do," Mori replied nodding her head. "How do you feel about me?"

"I feel something for you," I tell her with honesty. "I just don't know where we stand."

"I don't either..I just don't want us to get in the way of what's important here," she says, and she had made a very good point. "There's too much going on for a relationship right now."

We were on the same page with that, "I totally understand," I say.

"So what do we do now?" She then asked nervously.

"Will you wait for me?" I ask out of curiosity. "It may be too much, but will you?"

She frowned softly at my words, "What do you mean by that?"

"After this is all over," I breathe out. "Once we get this situation solved..will you wait for me to sweep you off of your feet?"

"That was corny," she giggled adorably and I laughed with her. "Just kidding. I have to give to you it was sweet. And yes, I'll wait for you Zayn if I'm the only woman you want."

"You're the only woman I had my eyes on baby," I slowly lean in, lips brushing against hers until I found myself kissing her.

She kissed back, emotions pouring out as she melted by my touch. I pulled away opening my eyes and she fluttered her eyes open to look at me. Eyes sparkling like the stars beaming down on us. Mori smiled before she connected our lips right back together again. She placed her hand on my beard and brought us closer together.

A soft moan left her when I laid her back onto the bed. Kissing her sweetly and being sure to take my time with her. There was no need to rush. It felt like we had all the time in the world. She kissed me with passion and fire. Goosebumps rising as she pulled me onto her so that our bodies were closer than ever.

So many things were running through my mind right now. This felt so right and so unreal. I've had this burning desire for her the moment I laid eyes on this lady. Even though this wasn't the most convenient time in our lives this would be a moment I cherish till the die I day. Because in this moment I think I have found someone that could fill this void in my heart.

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