insane | zayn malik

Insane 2 | Comfort

Insane 2 | Comfort

The mellifluous sound of my name being called woke me up out of my sleep. As my eyes fluttered open I noticed that Mori was sitting up, looking at me with a need of comfort. It was all in her eyes. The big shirt she was wearing hung loosely off her shoulders. Hair being pulled back into a low bun, some of it sticking out but that didn't matter. All I could think was how does a woman like her get herself in such a horrible situation? She deserves to live a way better life than this.

"Can you come here?" She asked softly. "I know that chair is uncomfortable. So can you lay down with me?"

"You sure?" I ask gently, wondering if she really meant what she was wanting. "I don't want to make you feel out of place."

"You won't Z..just please?" She begged softly once again.

I nodded and got up from the chair that I fell asleep in last night. My muscles ached a little bit, but I was okay. When I had brought her to my place I was sure to guard her and make her feel safe. She had fell asleep just hours after I brought her in. Crying herself to sleep until I didn't hear anything coming from her anymore. My heart broke just knowing that she could have been raped if either Bazzi and I weren't there to save her. But she's here with me now, and I'm going to keep her safe for as along as I can until everything's over.

She held me tight once I got into the bed with her. I felt a bit nervous about this, but when she snuggled herself against my body that's when my nerves started to calm down.

"Thank you so much for saving me," she whispered after minutes of laying here in silence. "I don't think I would be here if it weren't for you."

"It's nothing. But you can't forget about Bazzi, he's the one who actually did something," I reminded her.

"Yeah, I know," she murmurs quietly. "I'm just..still a little upset with him that he didn't stand up for me when Harry was going off on me that day. But I guess that doesn't matter anymore, I'm thankful for the both of you guys."

"You know the gang isn't the same without you," I tell her truthfully. "Bazzi told me that they were all torn that you had to leave."

She shook her head, sighing, "I bet they're better off without me."

"I highly doubt that," I stated.

"There's no use of having me around," she shrugs. "I do nothing but cause problems."

And that's when something came to my mind, I looked down at her, "Do you still blame yourself for what happened to Vance and Antonio?"

Her eyes met mine as she answered, "Yeah..if we hadn't killed Pizo like we shouldn't of have then I guess that they would've been alive still."

"I'm sorry," I whisper sincerely.

"You have nothing to be sorry about," she says before looking away from me.

It was quiet after that. None of spoke another word after what she just had said. I thought about all the different ways things could have turned out if I just had killed Pizo all by myself. But thinking wouldn't do me or Mori any help to what's going on right now.

"He's name was Mario," she then spoke. "The guy who..who almost tried to rape me?"

I held her closer, replaying the events in my head from last night. But I had to remember that she was talking to me, "What about him?"

She began to explain, "He sat down next to me and brought me a drink. The dude was spitting game I can admit, but then he asked me for my name. I actually lied to him and told him my name was Isabelle but he didn't believe me. Then he started saying some shit on how he knew who I was and how I killed his cousin Pizo. When I tried to act confused he called me by my real name. That's when I was going to get out of there but he..he took me and h-he tried to—,"

"Don't speak baby," I shushed her quietly because she had began to rant. My left arm wrapped around her body, wanting her to feel as safe as possible with me near. "It's okay love, it's okay."

Tears were now falling down her face as she took a deep breath, trying to regain her focus, "He was going to kill me f-for what I did," she croaked.

"That bastard is dead Mori. He's not going to get you and he won't hurt you," I tell her soothingly.

"That doesn't mean other people like him won't," she whispered holding me tight.

I cup her precious face, wiping her tears away with my thumbs, "I swear on my life that I'll do whatever it takes to keep you safe. No matter what happens from here on out, I promise to keep you out of harm's way," and I meant every single word that I said.

She exhaled as I kissed the top of her forehead gently, I felt her body relax as she quietly thanked me again. Soon enough, she was slowly falling asleep again.

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