J a i ' y a n a

Pt 4 .

Jai'yanna

"Girl you still haven't talked to him?" Nyja asked me.

"Nope." She shook her head.

"I mean yeah, I was feeling him but, I don't want to be with somebody who makes me come out of character because he can't control his damn groupies." I said as I stirred the hamburger meat.

"I understand what you saying boo but it's been two weeks.. don't you think he deserves to know why you left him in the damn country alone?"

I bit my lip because she was right. After I punched his "baby mom" in the face I caught a taxi all the way back home. August had gotten his people to bring my suitcase to my house and I hadn't seen or heard from him since.

"Well, yeah but, I just think he should've told me as we were already telling each other about ourselves. We've spent too much time together for him not to bring it up."

She slammed her hands on the counter. "Bitch what was he suppose to say uh, I know we just met but I may or may not have a baby?"

"Yes, that's exactly what he could've said."

Nyja sighed and looked at me. "Okay Brion, what's really going on?"

I turned around and looked at her as I started to try and get my words together.. but before I could, I was already getting teary eyed.

"Aw my baby, come here."

She walked towards me and gave me a hug. I pulled away after a minute and wiped my face.

"Nyja.. If she already has a child for him then he would be better off staying with her. I just don't want to disappoint him in case we do get together and it goes farther than expected.  I don't want to hurt him and that's exactly what he will be when he finds out I can't have kids."

"I understand that Brion but still.. you need to talk to him."

I sighed and wiped my face.. yeah I guess so.

"Soooo on another note, what are you doing for your birthday? You know you only turn 23 once." I laughed at her and walked off as she stood there and danced.

My birthday was this weekend and I had no idea what to do besides go into work. That's all I knew.
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"Ok Mrs. Ryan, I understand you do not like needles, but I have to get your IV drip going."

She looked at me without saying a work before reluctantly holding out her hand.

"Okay, on 3. 1,2,3." I started her IV drip and got everything going before looking at her. "See that wasn't so bad huh?" I grabbed her chart.

"It really wasn't. One of those other nurses must didn't do it right because yours didn't hurt at all. Thank you."

I smiled at her. "You are very welcome. Dr.Givens will be in shortly." I walked out of her room and towards the nurses station.

"Happy birthday boo." Ashley said.

I looked at the time on my watch.

3:56am

Huh.. I guess it is my birthday huh?

"Thanks love."

"So we all pitched in and got you something." She walked to the back of the nurses station before returning with a small cake and a very big gift basket.

"Oh my gosh y'all. Thank you. Y'all didn't have to do this."

I gave all of them hugs and wiped a few tears.