Lost In The Dream

16 | Truth Untold

Zimmy's POV.

It's been two weeks since Dania and Kihyun got back together, and we only have four days left in Korea before we go back to where we truly came from. Our research paper is done, the statistics are done and we are getting ready to present this to the university research society. Seeing the two become lovey-dovey like that, I wonder why they broke up in the first place? They seem to really enjoy each other's company. I picked up all the trash in the dressing room and shove everything on the trash can while my heart gives me some feeling I can never understand. Matthew came to help me, as well as Gabby who never said a word to Kihyun. I tried my best to tell them that I'm okay, and that Kihyun is where he's supposed to be now but part of me is saying that that should be me. Dara tapped my shoulders and gestured me to go out of the room, Changkyun joins us and blocked my peripheral vision from seeing Kihyun.

I let out a deep sigh as quickly as I stepped foot out of the room. Dara and Changkyun are exchanging glances and I hope they stop that or at least do that when I'm not around because the anchor on my chest is slowly weighing me down.

"What is wrong with your hyung, Changkyun?" Dara asked, still cautious of her words. I can't stop her from asking that but I guess that's okay, I'm trying to release all the bitterness in me.

Changkyun follows my pace and grabs my arm, "I swear Zimmy, you're all he thinks about every day and night."

I snatched my arm back, surprised of the sudden attack. "But why is he there with Dania?" I said, holding my tears as I throw my head back, "Changkyun, I kept asking myself why and what went wrong." I stuttered and when I couldn't handle my tears anymore, I journeyed to the comfort room. I sat on the corner of the cubicle, hugging my knees and making sure no one hears a sound of a girl crying like a walrus.

I can never understand. Why did he kiss me when he's still in love with Dania? Isn't that off? Tell me that's off because I'm losing my sanity. I know I did nothing wrong but why do I feel like I'm wrong?

An hour or two passed, I calmed my beating heart once again and unlocked the cubicle. I don't care if people will see me as a mess because I am. That's the truth. I lumbered to the faucet to rinse my face.

A girl then hissed, "look at you poor thing." Her long, silky hair has been dyed to black and there are rhinestones on her eyelids. She is the prettiest girl but she's also the daughter of Satan. She applied more lipstick to her lips that I noticed how fake her lips are, but I shrugged it off because I know how to mind my own business.

I faced her to give her a crooked smile, I don't have the energy to argue with her so please heavens above, help me.

I passed through her but her hand reached for my hair that made me stumble and slump to the bathroom floor. I screamed in pain but that seemed like an invite to her to pull even more.

"Dania? What's going on?" An annoyed Kihyun shouted, enough for us to hear. She stopped, which made my heart relieved.

What made me shocked is when she slumped her own self to the floor as if making it look like she's been attacked or what-

Her actress self is very useful in times like this and I hate how that sounded like a compliment when I truly wanted to tell her how bitch she is. Kihyun advances inside when he heard Dania scream for help.

"What," he marveled and narrowed his eyes when he saw me calming my nerves and touching my hair. I can hear the other members grumbling on the door and I couldn't care less because all I was asking was help that he could never give. Of course, he can't even love me. He assisted Dania and helped her to stand while she grunts and point her finger at me.