Remembering Sunday: All Time Low

Thanks To You

* * Remembering Sunday * *

I've been doing nothing but sitting in my room sulking, and eating away my feelings.

Stupid, stupid boys.

I've missed just a day of school. I know I have to go back tomorrow.

Alex came over yesterday, and my mom told him that I didn't want company. I told my mom. She's the only one who knows about him cheating, though not how I walked in on it.

I've taken a hard blow to the heart over this. We never did anything together other than you know, the casual make out, and cuddling.

I don't want to face the world.

I don't want to face the world knowing that I wasn't good enough. It really takes a toll on you, yah know?

** School the following day **

I walk into school, freaking out a little inside. Nobody knows about me, and Jake. All anybody knows is that we dated. Not that we broke up, or even how.

Sooner than later, I approach my home room, and sit in my usual seat. I tap my my fingers against my desk to the beat of Brand New.

You are the smell before rain.

You are the blood in my veins.

"Luna!" I hear Alex tell from outside the door.

I shoot him a questioning look, and he motions for me to go out into the hall.

"What?" I ask him, leaning against the door frame.

"Why didn't your mom let me see you? What happened?"

Before I could even tell him, tears roll down my face.

"I wasn't good enough."

"What?" Alex says getting closer to me so nobody could see me crying.

"Jake. He cheated on me. I walked in on him and some girl, and-"

"Hey, fuck him," Alex says pulling me into a hug, "Don't think about him."

I nod, and wipe my tears away.

"I gotta get to home room, I'll see you later," he says pulling me into a bone crushing hug.

"Bye Lexie."

"Bye moon!"