"You did wHAT?!" Dean yelled.
"You heard me. I sold my soul to get Sammy back."
"(Y/N), remember when I sold my soul?"
"Yeah, whatever, but don't tell you-know-who. He'll freak out."
"I can't believe you," Dean groaned. "How long?"
"Two days," you whispered.
"Pardon? Two days?! Oh, when you get back I'm going to drag your ass back to Hell when I'm done with you! What would Cas say?!"
"Dean, I don't want him to know! That's why I said don't tell him! God, you're so stupid."
"Oh, I'm the stupid one. (Y/N), you're my sister! I lost one and I can't lose another."
"Yeah, but Sam is going to come back, but I won't. You've always liked Sam better."
"(Y/N), I can't believe you. Don't you dare assume that I like Sam more than you? That isn't true and you know that! I would do this for both of you!"
"Oh, so you can sell your soul to bring us back but I can't!"
"I'm the oldest and I'm supposed to take care of the both of you and Castiel! Dad said so!"
"Oh, who gives a shit about Pops! He did nothing for us!"
"I felt a strong sense of anger and came as soon as I could," Cas said while behind you.
You and Dean both turned to face the angel. Your angry expression quickly faded into a sad one.
"Dean, what is wrong?"
"Don't you dare tell him! He doesn't need to know!" You snapped.
"This idiot sold her soul to bring Sam back."
Cas had an angry, disappointed, and sad look on his face.
"Cas, look I-"
"No, no, it's fine. I can always rescue you."
"Cas, listen-"
"(Y/N), why would you do this?" He asked quietly.
"Can we go to my room?"
He nodded and you grabbed his hand. You went to your room and locked the door.
"Why?"
"I know Dean likes Sam better than me, so instead of Dean getting stuck with his sister, he can get stuck with his brother."
"Did you even think about me? How I'll be affected?"
"I did. It's better without me. I just drag everyone down, that's what I get for being born."
A few tears left your eyes and ran down your cheeks. You wouldn't dare look at Castiel.
Castiel walked over and took your hand.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," you apologized. "I-I'm so sorry."
You were full on sobbing. How would it be without you? Would the boys act the same way or will they be quieter? Will they continue living their lives the same or will they break down like you're doing now?
Cas pulled you into a hug and sat you down on the bed.
"It's alright, I forgive you."
He placed his chin on top of your head and cradled you. "It's alright, don't cry. I got you."
"I only have two days. That's all Crowley would give me."
"I'll stay with you these last two days, it'll just be you and me."
You nodded and then you thought about the Hellhounds and you began crying again.
"I fucked up, Cas! I absolutely did!"
"You did what you thought was right and that's alright."
He tilted your head up and kissed your lips. "I promise I will come and get you and when I do, I'll be the happiest angel on Earth again."
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Castiel Imagines {BEING UPDATED/REQUEST OPEN}
FanfictionA bunch of imagines dedicated to the angel baby in the trenchcoat.