Castiel Imagines {BEING UPDATED/REQUEST OPEN}

Psychotic Girl

You were willing to take Sam's place as Lucifer's vessel. There was arguments between Sam, Dean, Bobby, and your crush, Cas. They all didn't want you to do this but you wanted to. They all could live without you, it'll be fine.

After you got thrown in the pit and returned, with a soul, Luci decided to stay in your head, causing you to slowly go insane. Everyday you would end up screaming at nobody to shut up.

Today, it was bad. Worse than any other time.

"I know about your problem with Castiel," Luci smirked.

"Shut up, I'm busy," you hissed at the archangel who was sitting on your bed.

Luci pouted. "Aw, she told me to shut up. I am offended."

You rolled your eyes and continued on with your research.

"Anyway, about Cas," he stated, "You know he's not going to love you. He's an angel, we're not capible of feeling these things."

"Yeah, I know."

"He actually hates you. He can't stand your guts!"

"Luci, please, shut the hell up!"

"He actually thought of killing you, you know? He doesn't understand how you were freed from the pit. You deserved to be in Hell anyway."

"Shut up!" You yelled again.

"Ooh, someone's getting feisty. Cas hates feisty people. Oh, and the thing about Hell. You totally deserve to be in there. You did so many people wrong. Your parents, your friends, random strangers, even Sam and Dean. They all died and it was your fault. All of it was your fault."

"SHUT UP!" You yelled while tears came out of your eyes.

"Don't forget all of those times you got Cas killed. How many was it, 5, 6? He's not worthy of your love, nobody is!"

"I'm goING TO KILL YOU!" You yelled while launching towards your bed.

In your head, it looks like you were actually fighting Lucifer, but it was all in your head.

You heard the door open and there stood Castiel, in shock.

"(Y/N). (Y/N)!"

You continued fighting your blanket while Cas tried to pull you off.

"(Y/N), calm down. Come on, calm down," he said while hugging you.

"He won't leave me alone," you sobbed while clinging onto Cas.

"It's ok, it's alright," he reassured you.

"He was right about things and I hated it. He's seen every single thought I had."

"Of course I have, it's boring in here," Luci mumbled.

"You hate me, don't you?" You silently asked Cas while still in his embrace. "Sam and Dean do, I know it, and you must hate me also. I've done you all so wrong."

"That's a good girl," Luci purred while petting your head.

"(Y/N), nobody hates you. We all are very fond of you. Dean is happy that he got to keep Sam and they're both proud of you for stepping up like that. You're being so strong against my brother and you're still fighting against him. Everyone's proud of you. I'm proud of you."

"You are?" You asked.

"Extremely proud."

Cas kissed your forehead and you smiled.

"I like you, very much. I'm so proud that you're still fighting Lucifer alone, but if you need us, just yell at us. We'll be there."

You nodded and pulled him down by his tie to kiss him. It was a quick kiss, leaving you both a blushing, nervous wreck.

"Goddamn I hate you two," Luci said while sticking his tongue out in disgust.

"Deal with it," you said with a smirk. "This angel is now mine."