I love her

Decided

Third Person POV:
Jen woke up that morning after not having much sleep. She still didn't know what to do. She knew that she would be conceiving a child within the next week. Jen felt like the morning after pill was still taking away someone's life even if they're just an embryo. She got up and went to the bathroom. She was still only in Colin's shirt from last night. She was little sore as Colin really went in hard. But nothing she couldn't deal with. Colin woke up to the sound of the toilet flushing. He got out of bed and went to meet Jen in the bathroom.
"Morning beautiful." he said making Jen crack a smile.
"Good morning to you." she replied laying kiss on his lips.
Jen walked out of the bathroom and downstairs to her kitchen.
"Do you want a coffee!" she shouted up to Colin.
"No thanks!" He shouted back.
Jen started to make herself a coffee to freshen her up a bit more. Colin came downstairs and poured himself a glass of water and gulped it down straight away. He placed the glass on the counter and looked at Jen. She looked back at him confused as to way he was looking at her.
"Colin stop looking at me like that please." she said quietly while looking at the floor.
"I'm sorry. I just want to know if you have decided on what you are doing."
Jen exhaled deeply.
"I want to have a baby." she said looking at him.

This took Colin by surprise. He thought she wouldn't want a child as they were only a month into the relationship. But he thought if people saw her pregnant then they can tell others that they were together and it would then all make sense. Jen was hopeful. She had always said that she would love a child but she didn't care if she found anyone to have one with. Luckily she found that person. They knew if she took a pregnancy test it wouldn't say anything as it hadn't been 24 hours since they had sex. They relaxed for the day as they were still very jet lagged.
"If I do become pregnant, do you want a girl or a boy?"  Jen asked sweetly.
Colin smiled and looked at her.
"I don't mind either way they'll have my good looks." He chuckled. Jen went over and punched his arm hard jokingly. Colin's jaw dropped.
"Um..Ouch!" he chuckle.
Colin took ahold of Jen's waist and brought her closer to him, she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear as she gazed at his eyes.
"I love you so much." she said softly. Colin's hands moved from her waist to her rosey cheeks.
"I love you more than I thought I could love anyone." he uttered lowly. They made it clear that they were serious about their love. It was completely different to what they had experienced before. Colin loved Helen and they had kids but even then it never felt right but eh stayed with her for he kids. But one day it all exploded. Then they decided to get a divorce. But with Jen they didn't feel the need to argue. Except that one time in Mauritius. But other than that it wasn't a thing that crossed their minds. They both made each other a better person.

As the morning proceeded they got ready for the day ahead. Colin was going to decorate a room for Evan and Millie to stay in while Jen went to meetings. Both of them didn't see each other until the end of that day. When they got home they ordered sushi. They ate this while watching the news. Then Colin went to her fridge to grab some ice cream, as he made the ice cream Jen felt sick. She ran to the toilet and threw up everywhere . It went in her hair and all over the toilet seat. She was there for a few minutes before walking out, she wiped the vomit out of her hair.
"If i'm pregnant I can't eat raw fish. That sushi had salmon in it." She panicked. Tears streamed from her face she didn't want to ruin what could potentially be her future. Colin made her sit down to try and calm her.
"It's fine Jen you can eat raw fish as long as it's been frozen. That sushi was. Don't worry you are going to be fine." He reassured.
Jen wiped the tears from her face.
"Then why was I sick?" she shrugged.
Colin smiled.
"Being sick is a sign you are pregnant. It's sign your body is releasing hormones to make the embryo form into a foetus." He smiled. Jen smiled back and kissed him. He hugged her tightly. They both couldn't believe that this would become a baby. It was crazy. They were so excited.