Don't Change

Ch.4 Memories

~POV (Y/n)~

Rumor went around that she went blind. I heard from Nevaeh who heard from Timothy who heard from Angela who heard from Sam who heard from Cameron who heard from-, well you get the idea. No one knows how but her closest friends. The rest of the school hate her because of me and the countries. We would publicly humiliate her and beat her up yet she still looked at us with hope and pride. Like she thinks we could still be friends again.

I walk pass a classroom with a bunch of students meditating? Man, they would teach us anything at this school. There is so much classes and freedom in this school. I watch the group and saw it was Lilo and the 2ps. The giant fluff ball was that polar bear. I remember when she did that with me. We both had anger kept up inside of us. I was a little more prone to it. When it got too over the edge she would help me and herself.

~Flashback~

Age: 13

I had just come back from school. Lilo had been sick that day so it became a little more difficult. Teachers constantly assigned project after project. Everyone was at their world meeting leaving me lonely at school. I come home and pace back and forward. Lilo comes down stairs with a runny nose and a blanket wrapped around her small figure. "What's wrong?" she asked in a sickly tone.

I looked at her and ranted for what felt like hours. She listened through the whole thing, sick and nodded to confirm me that she was listening. When I was done I didn't feel any better. I huffed. Lilo looked at me and told me to get into a meditation position. "I do this when I'm stressed. Close your eyes and breath slowly." She said calmly.

I did that. I took a deep breath in and exhaled. "Here in darkness everything's okay. Listen to the rain and let it fade a way. Here comes a thought." she said.

The pounding rain faded from outside. I open my eyes again and we were in like a different dimension. Blue until the eyes could see. Lilo sat across of me and started to sing.

Lilo:

Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.

She sang and I saw a figure of her. She was being followed by bubbles. Almost as if she wass running away from them.

Here comes a thought
that might alarm you.
What someone said,
and how it harmed you.
Something you did,
that failed to be charming.
Things that you said are
suddenly swarming and, oh.

The other non-sick-Lilo was being in a middle of a by bubbles of all sizes and she held her head crying. She looked, broken and weak.

You're losing sight,
You're losing touch.
All these little things seem to matter so much,
that they confuse you,
That I might lose you.
Take a moment remind yourself to,
take a moment and find yourself,
Take a moment to ask yourself if
this is how we fall apart?
But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not.

She gave me a dorky smile and motioned back to her crying figure.

It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
You've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear.
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.

Then all our friends and some shadowy figures all came and popped the bubbles one by one. Even I was there. Then she was back to her smiling self. It was my turn and I started singing. I looked to our other side and saw me.

(Y/n):
Here comes a thought,
that might alarm me.
What someone said,
and how it harmed me.

A butterfly came up to me. I avoided it but it kept following me.

Something I did,
that failed to be charming.
Things that I said are
suddenly swarming and, oh.

More and more butterflies came out of no where and started swarming into 1 giant butterfly. I looked at it and started to cry just as Lilo had before.

I'm losing sight,
I'm losing touch.
All these little things seem to matter so much,
that they confuse me,
That I might lose me.

I reached out to myself but I knew I couldn't do anything. But I started singing again.

Take a moment remind yourself to,
take a moment and find yourself,
Take a moment and ask yourself if
this is how we fall apart?
But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not.
It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
I've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear.
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.

Lilo came in and shooed the butterfly away and all our friends came and gave me a big hug.

Both:
And it was just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought.
It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
We can watch, we can watch, we can watch, we can watch them go by.
From here, from here, from here.

We all lied down and looked up at nothing in particular. We glanced at each other smiling.

(Y/n):
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.

We had finished and I heard a knock at the door. All our friends where there holding my favorite food and drink. "We heard you had a bad day" Alfred said coming in from the now sunny sky.

I looked at Lilo and she shrugged her shoulders. For the rest of the day we all took care of the sick Lilo and talked about nothing in particular. Lilo had taken lots of pictures of all of us.

~Flashback end~

I wish we could go back to that.

Too late now because of your b*tchy attitude.

Yeah thanks for the update.

I had a mental battle in my mind but it ended up with me going to ask Allen how and why they were so close.