liabilities

rough edges

who would have ever guessed

that the seemingly dark, quiet boy from math class

would be so rough?

he shoved me against the wall,

asking me how much I wanted this.

i didn't want this.

he whispered dirty curses,

whore

slut

bitch

all marking my skin.

in that moment, i froze, i couldn't move, i didn't understand what he was doing.

he told me how I would enjoy what he would do,

how it would be just like all those other guys I'd been with.

he believed adira's lies,

he believed like all those others,

never bothering to ask me if the rumors were true.

they weren't, i was a virgin, but that didn't matter to anyone.

he slapped me when I pushed him away.

he laughed when he saw the tears streaming down my cheek.

and as i ran away,

i heard him say,

one day you'll get what you deserve.

one day i'll find you.

all i could think about was who deserves to be raped?

a/n: it never is the victims fault, they didn't ask for it, they didn't deserve it. 

for clarification, no the guy did not actually do it, she ran away before it could happen. that doesn't mean it's any better, it's still an absolutely terrible thing that shouldn't happen to anyone.