Samantha's coward

Chapter 1

Sami' s pov
          What the fuck,why didn't my alarm ring now I am thirty minutes late.
        Samantha has been working for the sexy self made billionaire named Jamal Leon. To Jamal she was an ordinary secretary who worked for him,But to Sami Jamal was a coward who she couldn't stand.Due to some certain issue she had to work for his company because they paid extremely well.
       Jamal was sami' s ex-boyfriend in high school,back then they were the perfect couple in school but their relationship took a different turn when Sami told Jamal that she was pregnant. Jamal instantly turned his back on me,He left me alone when I was just one month pregnant. I couldn't believe he could do that to me after everything he promised me. He left me pregnant and alone with only my mother who was a cleaner back then in high school.
           I would never forgive Jamal for what he did to me. I always told Jamal to use protection when ever we had sex  back then but he always say' s "Sami don't you trust me"And I trusted him like a fool and see where it lead me to.
          My mom was so sad that one of the richest boys in school got me pregnant  but she still accepted me. We suffered a lot because of the pregnancy I had to drop out of school and I started working when I was a month and two weeks pregnant. I couldn't complain because my mother of 35 years was also working. Although she was sick she never told me or complained but I knew she was sick .
        When I was three months in my pregnancy I received a call that changed my life for ever.my mom had fainted in the hotel were she was work's and she was rushed to a hospital,I knew the hospital quite well so I went there immediately and I ran into  doctor Bernard and that is when he broke the unfortunate news saying "am sorry Miss Castillo but we tried our best,we found out that she had brain cancer and it has gotten to it last stage am sorry for your loss ".That was the worst news I could ever receive in my life I broke down and I almost cried my eyes out.i remembered everything mom went through after dad died and how much we suffered until we became stable on our own
          I lost all will to live again,i wished I could die too .i cursed the day I meet Jamal Leon because if I didn't get pregnant I would still be schooling by now and mom would have a job in school as a cleaner (that pays her well),And I would have noticed if mom was sick earlier and I would have forced her to go for a check up but now everyone is gone ,they all left me alone with a three months pregnancy,How was I to survive,if I give birth how would I nurse the baby I know nothing  about being a mother not to talk of being a single parent .what would I tell my child if he ask of father,what of if he asked about his or her grand parents ,what would I say.
         How I wish I could turn back time and I would do everything right I would care for mom,I would never had have sex with that coward ,I would have focused on my studies so that my mom's sweat and hard work would not had wasted.i should have been a good child to my mom considering all the things she went through because of me ,all the insults she had to receive because of me.All the pain I put her through.
        I left the hospital with a broken heart because come to think of it i was the cause of my mom's death,I was a bad child to her,i had sex with a coward who left me,I should never had fallen in love for him i wasn't even sure again if he ever loved me like he said or maybe he just wanted to get under my pant' s and I foolishly gave my virginity to him.i curse the day I set my eyes on him or the first day i spoke to him .
            I was to deep in thought I didn't realise I was already in front of the tarred road.i was not even looking I just continued walking still deep in thought and suddenly a car from my left hit me and everywhere was blur till I hit the ground booooooom
       That was how I lost my pregnancy and decided to live a different life as Sandra Castillo and not Samantha castillo the foolish ,young girl who lost her mom due to her stupidity And ignorance but Sandra who picked up all the pieces left of her life,who completed her studies on line and is now 25 years old with a career as a secretary in jamal's company but he isn't aware because I am now a new person who is extremely sexy

     

   

    WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE NOVEL?HOW DO YOU THINK JAMAL WOULD FEEL IF HE FIND' S OUT THAT SAMI IS WORKING IN HIS COMPANY.I NEED YOUR VOTES AND COMMENTS ,I AM JUST AN UPCOMING WRITER AND THE STORY IS NOT EDITED.