Samantha's coward

Chapter 24

"No mum no you can't die like this what about me and my unborn child what am I to do I know nothing about being a mother I cried while holding my mother dead body "
"Mum no...." I yelled and woke up silvering, sweating and crying
"Sami what is wrong" jamal barged in
"My mum" I said crying
"Calm down baby,  calm down it was just a dream sweetie,  calm down" he said while hugging me
After a minute i pushed him away and yelled "this is all because of you jamal"
"Baby.... "
"Don't you baby me,  i had stopped having this nightmare and then you come along and boom I start having them again "I said crying
"Am sorry baby, am so sorry "
I just ignored him and continued crying "please don't cry "he said
"Don't cry sami i never knew you were going through this "
"How would you know you coward you literally abandoned me" I said still crying
'Am sorry sami I promise I would spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you and seeking for your forgiveness" he said shedding tears and then got close to me again and hugged me while patting my back it felt nice so I fell asleep
I woke up to someone gently calling my name 
"Sami sami baby we have gotten here" jamal said
"Oh "I replied yearning
"We got here a while ago but I let you sleep for one hour cause you looked so peaceful "he said smiling
I was surprised by what he said but I acted otherwise and then we both got down from the plane and headed straight into the limousine which was taking us to our hotel.
California was indeed a beautiful place and a place I have always wanted to visit so I decided that I would not let what ever that is going on with me and my boss to stop me from enjoying my stay in California but how the hell am i going to spend this days in the same hotel with him without us having any kind of conversation but all the same I need to clear this out off my mind and move on cause this has been taunting me for years now well I am just going to take this next few days the way they are I thought
"We are here baby "
"Mr jamal stop calling me baby cause I am not your baby" I said
"But sami you.... "
'You what.... Or do you intend on calling me baby in front of the other employees" I asked
'I can do that also sami"
"Really "
"Sami you have got to hear me out and believe everything I told you up there cause I meant it sami. I was a coward and i... "
"Jamal not now again " I cut him off
"Okay" he said and we both got down from the car and headed into the hotel, taking a glance round the hotel it was indeed beautiful to look at and I smiled I felt jamal staring at me but I didn't look I just continued looking at the hotel
"It is beautiful" I said involuntary while smiling
"Yes it is" jamal answered....
And we walked into the hotel it was so beautiful inside I kept on smiling and looking around until we got in front of the elevator and it opened we got in while jamal kept on stealing glances at me and smiling
"He has been smiling more than usual recently "
"The employees are already here sir" I said trying to sound professional and pretend as if we didn't have that conversation in the plane
"Sami call me jamal"
"You are my boss"
"No sami for the rest of this trip forget about me being your boss and think more about us"
"Us" I asked confused" there is no us jamal Leon "
"Sami I know everything has been hard on you but please forgive me and let's move on it has also been hard on me too "
"Move on....... Seriously you think its so easy to forget everything"
"I didn't say that but....  "
"Jamal Leon as you said I will forget about you being my boss for the rest of this trip and enjoy the trip cause this has always been my dream place to visit "
"I knew honey "
"You knew what "
"I knew you've always wanted to visit here so I wanted to bring you here"
"You wanted to bring me here "I asked confused
"Yes that is why I gave the vacation, sami I am ready to make it up to you in whatever way I can, I am no longer the small boy my mum  controls am now a grown man and am ready to fight for your love once again baby" he said touching my cheek and moving closer to me I started feeling hot and sweaty
"You never fought for it before" I said moving away from him
"Sami I am going to fight for it this time just give me a chance love cause my intentions where not to leave you i was just so confused and didn't know what to do back then sweetie and baby......"
The elevator open and we got out and headed straight to his suite he opened the door and it was so so beautiful I didn't even know when I walked in and started looking round when I realized myself I turned and headed to the door ready to go join the rest of the employees and find my room
"Where are you going"
"Am going to the other employees to find my room "
"Well you don't have to sami"
"What do you mean "
"Am sure they would have all settled in by now and I asked for this suite so that the both of us would stay here "
"What I exclaimed what do you mean by the both of us stay in the same room"
"No honey it has two rooms you just have to take one and I take the other"
"No I don't want this, I am going to share a room with an employee"
"Sami please I am not going to try anything funny I promise I just need you to be comfortable' he pleased
     "How the hell am I gonna share a room with him well not really a room but..... oh God help me "
"Okay I will stay but you better not try anything funny"
"I wouldn't love"
"I am not your love jamal Leon,  I whisper yelled which room do I use I asked that one he pointed at a door and our luggage's will be here soon"

Hello guys, how have you been,  Am so sorry for the late update I have been really sick lately and I have had no form of inspiration to write lately but then i saw  sithabileluvono  comment and I got inspired to write something. Thanks a lot sithabileluvono and thanks to all of you that stuck to my novel .  Please do well as to check out my other novel "Bought by him ". Thanks once again 😘😘