Samantha's coward

chapter 9

Good morning angel and a peck on my forehead were what woke me up
"Oh good morning cat and what's with the angel talk you know am no angel" I said stretching with my eyes closed
"Oh you are obviously an angel"

"Oh my goodness that is a man's voice who is he where am I oh I remember the club I went to club with cat and what else please remember oh yes I drank and danced then I..i......i got laid ,i slept with a complete stranger how am I going to face him when I barely remembered what happened last night I am never getting drunk again.should I just act as if am asleep oh no I can't do that because I already spoke , I think I just have to face him "
"Sami are you alright "

"That voice sounds familiar"
"Oh I am okay no need to worry" I said finally opening my eyes
I saw Jamal right in front smiling and he was wearing only a boxers he was so handsome with his rough hair that looks as if he just finished having sex
"Sami love good morning I can't stop smiling since I saw you it looks as if I have been missing a part of me since high school am so happy I found you"
What really happened last night oh don't tell me I slept with him last night that means i slept with this coward who left me and my unborn baby years back.oh Sami you can't be this stupid .dummy he was the reason you mom died the reason you had a miscarriage the reason you lived a tough life the reason you haven't been able to trust guys or get into any relationships for years and now he shows up and thinks he can make it up to me by having sex with me which I don't even remember oh he has another thing coming his way.
"What is it Sami you seems carried away"
"Turn around I want to dress up" I said he looks shocked by what I said but he slowly turned
I quickly started looking around for my things I saw my undies and I wore it then I saw my black dress and my shoes when I had finished dressing I picked my bag up from the floor and headed to the door when Jamal held my hands
"Jamal let go of my hands"
"Sami what is wrong"
"Really you are asking me what is wrong "I said and smirking
"Yes love did I say something wrong or do something wrong"
"Oh no you obviously did nothing wrong"
"

Then why are you leaving"
"Because it's morning and I have to go to work "
"But it is Saturday love"
Shit I forgot it is saturday and why the hell is he calling me love
"Firstly don't call me love and secondly I have got to go anyway the sex was great" I said about to open the door he held me again
"Sami you can't leave me again I know I did mess up years back but let's forget about the past and move on with our lifes"
"Haha (laughing)you are talking about leaving you and forgetting about the past right."
"Yes dear"
"But you should have thought about that before leaving me years back not only me but also our unborn baby .you should have thought about us before running away like the coward you are you should have thought about that when you stop picking my calls you should have thought about that when you were having sex with me without any protection and when I tell you to use a condom you will always say sami don't you trust me and I trusted you but see where it lead me "I said using my hands to clean away the tears that was already pouring from my eyes
"Sami I am so sorry"
"Would sorry bring back my baby or my mom which one exactly would your sorry bring back because if it can bring back the both of them then I would accept your apologise but no your sorry can't do that "
"Sami did our baby die"I said hoping he or she didn't die
"Oh so all of a sudden you now know I was pregnant what exactly is your business if he or she died or not I thought you didn't care"
"Oh Sami don't say that you know I cared"I said leaving the topic about our baby know that it was a topic for another day I had to make sure she doesn't leave me again
"Sami I would make it up to you please just give me another chance"
Give you another chance for what exactly and there is nothing you would do to make up for the loss of mom or my baby who I didn't even get to met so please Jamal stay away from me I said and walked out of the room while Jamal was trying to get this pants on but immediately I went downstairs i headed outside and got into a taxi

How was this chapter?sorry for the late update.Do you think Sami was harsh on Jamal or he deserves it and even much more.please vote by taping on the star like drawing because you votes really helps .thank you