Samantha's coward

chapter 22

"Samantha "I heard someone call my name then the light came up and I turned around to see Jamal
"Sami"
"Sir.....hum..i mean my name is Sandra sir"I said forcing a smile
How does he know I am Sami,Oh this isn't going to end well
"No need for that I already know you are my sami,Samantha please forgive me .You know I love you "
"Sorry sir I am Sandra not Sami you must be mistaking me for someone else "i said trying to sound confident
"Sami or Sandra I know it is you my first love ,the key to my heart,My heart beat,my gold metal,My most precious treasure,the best thing that has ever happened to me,My lucky charm and my woman.I know i messed up really bad but you've got to hear my side of the story."Sami love ,my intentions weren't to leave you back then"he said looking straight into my eyes as if he was searching for something or waiting for my eyes to relay some kind of message to him but when I looked into his eyes I saw that he was hurting really bad but not as much as he hurt me back then.I felt like letting him have a taste of his own medicine but I guess this is the time to come clean,the time I have always been avoiding but for how would I avoid it.i looked away from him and that was when I noticed my surroundings there where so many posters which where saying" Sami please give me a chance to explain ,Sami please forgive me, Sami I can't live without you  ,
Oh but you where living perfectly for the past years without me
'Am sorry I love you, I fucked up, give me another chance to make it up to you, I miss you, l am so sorry and so much more but I stopped staring and faced Jamal
"Oh so you think all because you are back to your senses you can simply say Sami I am sorry please forgive and I will forgive you"
"No ,of course not and I am ready to do anything for your  forgiveness"
"Anything"
"Yes anything "
"Then why don't you first start with opening that door and letting me out of this room then you can go fuck yourself "
"Sami I can't do that it is locked from the outside "
"It is what" I yelled
"It is locked from the outside love"
"Stop calling me love cause you lost that right a long time ago and I know this is all your doings"
"Yes it is I won't deny that but I did all this so that you can hear me out Sami please"
"No,I don't want to hear anything from you.hearing you say anything would only bring back bad memories that I have long forgotten "
Have I
"Sami this room is locked and we are going to be in here for a long time so please just use that time to hear me out"he said pleading
"I don't talk to cowards"
"Sami I am so sorry for what happened in high school"
"Sorry "I said mimicking him "okay you are forgiven now can you get me out of here "
"Sami hear  me out please let me explain for just ten minutes and after that I promise you I will get you out of here "
"And why is it so hard for you to understand that I can't stand being with you for ten minutes anymore"I yelled at him startling  him "what, you got something to say,your time starts now "I said looking at my watch
"Oh,yes thanks,Sami I now I messed up but...."
"I want to hear your own part of the story and your time is ticking "
"Okay,Sami remember when you told me about being pregnant" he said looking at me to say something but I didn't so he continued "love I swear it I didn't run away "
"You didn't run away so then tell me if you didn't  run away then what do you call abandoning me and not picking my calls right after I told you I was pregnant,You weren't even coming to school again and you have the guts to tell me you didn't run away like the coward you are"
"Sami I didn't abandon you,I just wasn't sure of what to do and I needed to clear my head so I ....."
"You what Jamal stop lieing"
"I booked the next flight to California "
"You what"
"Yes love I travelled to California to clear my head I needed to think straight and hatch a plan because of my mom"
"Now here goes the mommy's boy and by the way if you claim that you didn't run away then why weren't you picking your calls Jamal. After everything we went through in high school you had the mind to leave me with a month pregnancy,you didn't even consider the unborn baby I was carrying Jamal what kind of a person are you .I dropped out of school and started working when I was a month and three weeks pregnant while because of my stupidity, carelessness and ignorance towards my mum she died when I was three months pregnancy and that was the same day I lost my baby ,my only hope.Do you know how it feels to feel a life growing inside of you and then hear a doctor tell you "sorry miss you've lost the baby" and it's all because of you if only I never met you Jamal then all the pains I want through and am still going through would have been avoided .i said while crying

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