I Wish..[slow update]

Chapter Ten:- Things Get Better

***ALLIE'S P.O.V ***

Why does God always do this to me? I don’t understand. Steven is sitting right next to me and almost every time he wants to take a sip of his drink, he would touch me. I could feel the warmth coming all the way from his body to mine. I look at him several times from the corner of my eye and sometimes I catch him looking at me or sometimes staring at my hair. Then suddenly I feel the touch of his big soft hands on my hand and  I drop all my popcorn because I get scared. I look at him with my eyes wide open and he gives me a small grin and I could still see the sparkle in his eyes. His lips parted to get ready to say something to me.

"Allie? Can we talk for a second if you don’t mind?" , I'm still staring into his blue eyes and I look at Bradley Cooper on the screen and I give him a sorry look and I stand up as he escorts me out of the theatre.

We take a seat outside the theatre near the stairs. He is being a full gentleman and I kinda like it. He was always the gentleman. I look at him and he is staring at his shoes , maybe trying to say something but he's not. I don’t understand what I should do. I see guilt in his eyes. But the worst part is that I can't really make out what he is thinking. Is he really guilty? Or just acting innocent? Should I give him a second chance? My thoughts fly away as he puts his hand on mine and he looks at me like never before. I fell in love with him....all over again!

"Allie look, let me first finish and then you can talk, walk away or just slap me and go. But just listen and think about it once. Okay?"

"Okay", I say hesitantly.

"Allie I totally understand how you feel and I really respect your feelings. I totally accept my mistake and I swear I don’t remember anything from that day. I really don’t. I accept that I hurt you but Allie I look at you everyday and I'm reminded about that day again, and then I feel so guilty. You have all the right to not talk to me but Allie I really love you and I don’t really care what other people would think about us but this is what I feel. I'm gonna feel the same until you don’t ask me to get lost from your life. And even after you do that I'll always love you for a thousand years to come." , my jaw was dropped by now coz of the words he used and the way he framed them. I take my time to decide what to say and I come up with some words.

"Steven? I understand but you need to understand that it is not easy for me. And all I need right now is time. Will you give me some time?"

He literally jumps facing towards me in excitement because maybe he was happy that at least I gave him an answer. I chuckled in my mind at his kiddish behaviour.

"Sure.. I totally respect whatever you decide. I really do. I will give you a whole lot of time to decide. You can take the entire eternity to think. Okay ? I'm glad that you are atleast thinking about it. Thank you, Thank you so much" , I just give him an encouraging smile and I stand up as I see all of my friends coming out of the theatre.

Nobody says a word or moves an inch. We all just swing our arms around a little bit and then stare at each other in silence. Suddenly Aus breaks the silence by saying, "Guys? Lets walk?" , no one does.. Not even an inch , "Guys? Lets walk we are getting late." ,Jensen eyes all of us. At last we all start walking but slowly.. Very slowly.

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*** KRISTEN P.O.V***