Therapy / Why Don't We

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Zach

"How've you been sleeping?" She asked Zach as he twisted the bracelet on his wrist.

"Not good." He said and looked up. She frowned towards the boy who seemed to not be getting better, in fact getting worse.

"What about your appetite?" His therapist asked next.

Zach looked up and could feel the tears welling in his eyes as he shook his head, wiping them away.

"I haven't felt hungry in months" Zach said and looked at her. "I try to eat, I jut physically cannot." He said once again and just frowned. "How broken am I?"

She chuckled a little and looked at Zach. "You aren't 'broken' you're perfectly normal. You just have a lot going on and for someone your age, it can effect you in many different ways. This is why you're here, to talk about it and not hurt yourself.. anymore." She said standing up sitting next to Zach.

"Remember. Whenever you feel like hurting yourself or anything worse you can talk to any of the other boys, or have one of them contact me" she said and stood up, walking towards the door. "Remember, take care of yourself. Jack will not be gone forever" she said and patted Zach on the back.

He nodded and walked slowly out the door. He walked down the long cream colored hallways that he hated. He reached the end and saw Daniel sitting in the driver seat with Jonah in the passenger seat.

He opened the back and saw Emily, Daniel's now two year old daughter, and smiled. The only thing that made Zach happy now-a-days was Emily. He always wanted to have a daughter or a son, but he was still too young to have one he thought.

"How was it?" Jonah asked turning around and looking directly at Zach.

"Fine" he mumbled and continued rubbing Emily's cheeks. "What would I even do if Emily wasn't here to keep me sane?" Zach asked and looked in the rare view mirror at Daniel.

"Hopefully still alive and doing well." Daniel said and sighed. "We're all missing Jack a lot, Zach." Daniel said.

"I know." Zach mumbled but in his mind, how could they possibly miss him as much as Zach did?

Zach did lose his virginity to Jack, which made Zach feel like he had a right to be the only one who missed him very much.

"I miss his hugs, scent, eyes, face, di-"

"Please be appropriate" Jonah cut Zach off. The boys always hated when zach made jokes about the night him and Jack shared together.

"Anyways, I'm dropping you guys off. I'll be off with Cora for the day" Daniel said and parked in front of their house.

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