Therapy / Why Don't We

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"Is it true?" Daniel said with his down, the thing he's usually been doing.

"Yes." Jonah yelped and looked down too. "I never wanted to hurt you." Jonah said looking up. "I- I knew it was wrong, but Cora- I just loved her and when it happened. Daniel-"

"I'm not a father." Daniel said in shock and stood up. "I'm not even the fucking father. And you knew, didn't you."

Jonah nodded and with that watched as Daniel just walked away. Jonah stood up. "Daniel I-"

Daniel shook his head and waved his hand, leaving the house.

Jonah's heart hurt for the pour blue eyed boy. He loved Daniel, he really did, but he couldn't use that excuse because he did have sex with Cora when he knew that she was Daniels girlfriend.

"Hey" Jonah trailed off walking into Jack's room.

"What's up?" Jack asked closing his laptop.

"I messed up big time, have a sec?"

"Of corse" Jack said and moved over.

"I knew that I was the father of Emily and at the time, I knew that Cora and Daniel were still dating. I'm such a fuck up, she's deceased now so it's not like she can apologize to Daniel or even you, Jack." Joan said grabbing onto his hair.

"It's okay, I deserved everything she said to me and for you, Daniel won't hate you. He's human, he makes mistakes too, and he'll be able to forgive you. You aren't a fuck up, Jonah. You're just a human who made a mistake." Jack said and half smiled at Jonah. "He'll get over it, I promise you."

"Can I ask you something? It might be deep or personal" Jonah asked, Jack nodded and caused Jonah to take a deep breath. "How, when did you know you were gay?"

"Is there something you want to tell me Jonah?"

"No, yes. I don't know. It's just, I feel this attraction towards guys and girls. The other night I got trashed and I- I you know- with a boy. Well a man, I honestly don't remember his age but he was cute and he gave me his number after I left his apartment." Jonah said and sighed.

"Well, did you like the sex?" Jack asked sitting criss-cross and in front of Jonah, facing him.

"Yeah, I guess. But sometimes I imagine me doing it with boys I know who are straight and it makes me nervous. I saw how hard it was for you to admit your feelings for Zach. What if I want to admit my feelings for someone and they don't like me back?" Jonah began to cry.

Jack looked at Jonah shocked, he never really saw Jonah show emotion, especially towards something like this- something so simple in Jack's mind.

Jack placed his hand on Jonah's knee. "It gets better and once you become honest with yourself, you'd wish you came out or had admitted to your feelings earlier." Jack smiled and turned towards the door. "Can I ask who these feelings are for?"

Jonah held his breath and nodded. "Don't tell, promise?"

Jack nodded and looked Jonah in the eyes.

"I think I'm in love with Daniel." He said almost above a whisper.

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