family secrets || fillie

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

finn's pov

i'm sitting in my bed scrolling through all my social media . i shut it off and toss it on the other side of my bed and rub my temple with my thumb and index finger.

no one knows about my secret about my family and i . that's why we had to flee from canada.

i get up and dangle my legs off the side of the bed and get up and walk to my fathers room. i open the double doors and the smell of alcohol fills up my nose.

i open his "closet" and look at all the guns lined up on the wall. sadly yes my father is a gunman..he kills people for money.

and soon in five weeks to be exact i have to get married and start training to be a gunman.

i turn eighteen in five weeks ..i just feel like my whole life was rushed.i never had a normal childhood..

but like my father always said "you're either a fighter or your dead" i treasure all his words because he is actually pretty wise.

he was a harvard graduate and any day he could be killed so i act like it everyday i wake up and every night i fall asleep.

my brother nick is away with his wife in bora bora on a mission. i heard he had a kid.

guess i am excited for him , years and years ago he always wanted to get married and start a family . that was way before he actually knew how to start one . god was that day awkward.

i hear the door open from downstairs and start to panic , i quietly shut his closet door and run out of his room and plopping down on my bed way to fast.

"finn! get down here please!" my father yells from the kitchen. i jog downstairs and my eyes almost bulge out of my head.

"n-nick what the hell are you doing here?! you're supposed to be in bora bora with your uh family" that sounds so weird to say.

"well we finished the mission early , i had to pull some strings for that but i'm here now!" he says bro hugging me.

"where's vanessa?" my father asks sitting one hand on the counter steadying himself.

"oh she is coming she's getting carter , i just wanted to surprise finnie boy" he says turning around flashing me a big smile.

"helloooo" i hear a feminine voice from the doorway. i peer around the corner and i see vanessa i'm guessing with a big smile and holding a baby.

hm looks just like nick- ugh of course it looks like him it's his kid god finn..

"hi vanessa it's uh nice to see you again" i say shyly while giving her a side hug.

"i'm guessing this is carter" i say diverting my eyes to the baby staring into my soul (😹jk ima leave)

"yep he just turned 3 months today!" she says swaying him back and fourth on her hip.