talk me down

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"Yeah" bucky said with a sigh. "She got hurt because of me natasha. It's not safe. I was selfish to ask her to stay. This isn't her world. And she almost paid with her life for something she wasn't even a part of." Natasha sat down looking at the girl "bucky. I get your concerns but don't you think this decision is one she has to make. I can't let you make any for her until she's of sound mind. And if that takes years then fine. You can't just send her somewhere she doesn't want to be bucky. Let her get better before we dicuss it. Okay?" Bucky nodded slowly looking at her. "Where's all of this coming from anyway. You were the last person who wanted her to leave" bucky shrugged feeling sick "just something Ashley said... she told me this is my fault." Natashas face went deadpan. "This isn't your fault bucky. Or Ashleys.  If anything it's Tonys for not telling us. Just because you have a past with hydra doesn't mean they did this because of you. Ashley was just upset. Don't listen to it" speak of the devil, and the devil shall appear. As if on cue Ashley marched through the door looked at Lenas lifeless body. She looked at bucky. "Out." She demanded feeling sick just by looking at him "Ashley.  Enough." Natasha ordered. Ashley looked at her. "I get your upset this has happened-" "because of him" she pointed at bucky.  Natasha stood up. "He is also the reason she's not still in their having her brain fried!" Natasha shouted in the girls face before retracting a little. "I think. You need to go home and think young lady. Do not leave your room until I am home. And Peter you stay out." They both nodded "yes mum" Ashley walked out. Natasha turned around "want a drink? I'll go down there?" Bucky nodded "just some water please nat" she walked out leaving just bucky in the room with Lena.  He placed his hand in her hair shaking he's head. "Jeez doll... what have you done... come on darlin' don't leave me hanging. I've been lonely without you next to me." He side rubbing patterns on her bruised skin.  "Tell you what. When we get home. I'll make you all the pancakes you can eat and I'll watch that film wih you. You know the one you keep asking me to watch about the girl who can't dance and her teacher is really good looking then she leans and makes the dance look amazing." He chuckled to himself. "I can't remember what it's called. Dirty something. I don't know. I'll let you make me watch any girly films you want. Order a pizza or something. Just please wake up. I know dick will come and kill me if your not awake soon." He felt like a mad man talking to her while she was like this. "God look at you... your still beautiful...I swear doll nothing like this will happen to you again. Shit I'll even stop fighting. Just me and you. Normal jobs. Get married... couple of kids... nice little house... perfect life... but I can't have that if you don't wake up doll..."he sighed watching her sleep. It felt like hours had gone by before he got a finger twitch. He looked at her hoping "come on doll... open those eyes for me." He looked at her bruised eyes feeling sick with anticipation. Her eyes slowly started opening a but at a time. Before those bright blue eyes opened completely.  She frowned at he bright room. "Hey doll" she turned to look at him not saying a word. In all honestly it was scary. She noticed the oxygen mask on her face a moved a little she didn't quite have control of her body and raised her hand only it landed straight on her chest. She whined trying to stretch out nothing worked properly. Bucky raced out a hand placing it on the mask "want this gone?" she nodded lazily. He helped her take it off. She opened her mouth and closed it again he chuckled "Natasha went to get some water okay?" She nodded. "How are you feeling" he asked her. She looked like she was really concentrating "s... sh.... shit" she stuttered out. He laughed shaking his head "do you remember what happened?" She shook her head a tiny bit. "Remember you name?" He asked she looked at him frowning just because I can't work my body doesn't mean I'm a dumbass he jumped shed never talked to him through his head before. "Okay... sorry..." he smiled. The door opened and natasha walked in holding some bottles of water. She nearly dropped them when she saw Lena awake. "Lena how are you feeling" bucky chuckled "she's feeling shit apparently." Natasha laughed passing bucky some water. He pressed the remote for he bed sitting her up. Lena jumped when it happened causing him to chuckle "you want some of this?" He held up the water "y... yes" she couldn't quiet use her own mouth bucky could see the frustration in her eyes. He undone the water he tilted her head back letting the water go in. She managed to drink it and felt  better. She started trying to talk and natasha stopped her "don't strain yourself sweetie. You've just been through a lot." The doctor walked in "ah miss prince I see your awake" no shit she said in buckys head he nearly spat his water out laughing. "How are you feeling?" I sweat if one more person asks me how I feel. Bucky cleared this thoart holding in a laugh "she stutters really bad trying to talk and she can bearly move." The doctor looked at her. "Well it's a lot better than I thought it would be I wasn't sure if she would wake up. Mr stark has requested she goes home the moment we can sort everything out. I'm going to start her on speech therapy and physio the moment her wounds are healed. For now rest as much as possible" she rolled her eyes as he walked out. Oh joy. I can be a vegetable! Bucky really did laugh this time. He looked at her "stop it. I can't keep a straight face" Natasha looked at him like he was mad. "What's going on" the perks of telepathy. I only really use it to talk to Ashley. Now I can't move my mouth. You can all put up with me in your heads natasha laughed seeing why bucky was practically on the floor. "At least she's coming home. Saves us being here all day" bucky smiled his hand on lenas. She was frowning at it. "What's wrong?" He looked at her. "That feels really werid" he frowned looking at her then pulling his hand away. She had a bandage on her wrist. She frowned at it. "Take it off please" she watched as bucky unravelled the bandages.  He finished it pulling the dressing off. The burn mark was huge and the shape of a hydra symbol. Her eyes went wide remembering everything that happened. "Oh my god" she looked at her wrist in pure shock

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