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Lena was getting dressed for bed after her shower. Bucky was laying in bed watching her. "Did you think about me?" He spoke out loud looking at her. She placed her shirt on turning around. "Of crouse I did buck. Every day. I didn't know what you would think if I just showed up again. Pregnant. It wasn't until Steve told me that I needed to come back that I thought about it." He sighed as she climbed into bed. "I missed you so much" he placed his arms around her. "I missed you too James.  I just... when I heard you and Ashley... I thought you didn't want me anymore. I mean who would. No one what's a paralysed girl was fucked in the head." He looked at her his hands lost in her locks. "Me. I wanted you. I still do. You and Zachary. I never stopped wanting  you..." he admitted pulling her closer. "I can't beileve how strong you are. You left with nothing. You over come the paralysis on your own. Then raised an amazing kid. You did all of that on your own" she smiled looking down. "You know he always asked about his father. I didn't have the heart to tell him you didn't know. I couldn't break his heart. I always put it off saying I'd tell him when he's older. The day he saw you all on the news. He begged me to tell him more. He was so loving towards you guys. Honestly bucky you should've seen his face when I explained you were his dad. I've never seen him so happy." Bucky smiled. His heart melting at the thought. "His hero was his father the whole time." She kissed his cheek. "He's such a smart kid James.  He's 7 and can already speak 3 languages. I mean I could just about master English at his age. He's top of his classes at everything. He loves learning about anything and everything." Bucky had never been so proud. His boy was smart and funny. His girl was so brave and strong. He chuckled looking up at her. "He's a good kid Lee. He is. I love him. And you." Bucky ran his thumb over her cheek. "It's funny. A few years ago kids scared you. I mean you looked at baby's with more fear than when you looked at a bomb. Now you've raised one alone" she laughed. Her face went serouis. "I needed to do it. For him. I mean when I found out. It made me think. If I had got rid of him then come back. I wouldn't have been able to face you... knowing I stopped you being a father without even discussing it with you... I was planning to come back. Then I got scared and decided to come back after he was born. Then I ran out of money. I didn't know how to reach you. Zachary got sick. Then I decided to just not come back. I regret it so muh. Because I stole it all from you... his first breath his steps. First word. You teaching him things. Feeding him. Because I was selfish." He stopped her placing a finger to her lips. "Doll... listen... your weren't selfish. You had reasons. But it's the past. I Ave all the time in the world with you both now. That's all that matters. And maybe in a few years we can have another baby. And you can watch me suck at dealing with a baby" he laughed. She didn't know what to say. She opened her mouth when a light knock at the door cut her off. "Mama?" Zacharys little voice came from behind the door. "Come in baby" she seemed worries. Bucky sat up atlas the door opened the tiny boy slipped in. "What's wrong buddy?" Bucky frowned looking at him. "I had a bad dream" Lena sighed "come here sugar." He ran over and she pulling him into her lap. "What happened zac?" She pushed his hair out of the way letting him cuddle. "πήγαμε εδώ και τότε ο μπαμπάς είπε ότι δεν με θέλησε." He spoke. Bucky raised an eyebrow "oh... oh oh oh oh..." Lena pulled him into a hug.  "That would never happen sweetie. Your father loves you very much. Right bucky? You would never not want him?"  Bucky sighed pulling the little boy in between them. "No way. How could I not love some one as cool as you zac? Besides your my son.  Meaning I love you no matter what happens.  Wanna spend he night in here with me and mummy?" Zac nodded hugging his dad. Lena heart melted at the sight she placed a kiss on buckys lips. Then zacs cheek. "I love you both." Bucky smiled "I love you both too" zac smiled "I love you both the most"

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