The exchange//SMUT WARNING

Chapter twenty

Jimins pov :
I waited behind the door until I heard the front door shut and lock . I rested my head back on the cold wall and sighed in relief. Who was that. I felt a hot tear rolling down my cheek which I brushed away quickly and shook my head . Why was I crying . Was it because I kissed a taken girl ? Or was it because it was ruined and I had been selfish . It all happened quick too quick . I hadn't meant it to happen . It's just the drink . I've ruined everything . I've only known her six weeks . She's still with Lin . Do I pity him? It's hard to tell. Why did something so bad feel so good . Her warm skin on my hands make me shudder . Her soft small lips smothered in mine . Her gentle tongue . Why had I felt like ripping her clothes off and loving her . I shook my head getting my imagination out.
I waited until I was 100% positive that they were gone before I slowly crept into the hall with my hands on my pockets. I finished off her glass of drink.
Another tear. Why? . Why did I have to love someone I know I can't have? . Someone who's already with someone else , why did I feel so protective over her every move . Like she was a china doll and would break at the slightest touch .
I wanted to stop . I really did . I grabbed my pocket and rooted around in the key cupboard to try and find the spare key. I left the block into the cold air and inhaled deeply , clearing my head. It was a cold night. I slipped my coat on but the air still pierced my skin . It was a long walk home but I hadn't brought my wallet and decided I could do with the exercise .
I finally reached home and keyed in the password. No one was awake . I walked upstairs just to look in on everyone's room. Where's Taehyung? . It doesn't matter . He always goes out at this time for a walk. My body finds it way to the bed still dressed . The sleepy side of drunk that nobody wants has kicked in . I fell asleep almost immediately. But just before I did the sweet image of her confused lustful face looking at mine crossed my mind . I could almost feel her skin in my hands and I smiled . I smiled.
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Yoonas POV
The soft grass pillowed my head beside the bank of the river as I lay deep in confusion. What have I done ? I've betrayed Lin and possibly destroyed my relationship with Jimin and for what? Maybe he'll forget about it. He drank more then me. Much more . Maybe he'll wake up and it will all be a huge blur and I could make a cover story . Why was I not crying in regret. Six weeks ago if I had done something like this I would be crippled with tears and unable to forgive myself . Now, I'm in shock but not regret. And I feel myself belaying Lin for something I did for no reason. I looked up at the constellations on the dark sky. Glistening in sweet agony .
I felt a sharp elbow nudge my arm and I turned my head slightly to see Taehyungs confused and slightly angry face looking at me .
"Why aren't you answering me ?" He said slightly angry . What.
"What?"
"I've been talking to you for ten minutes and you haven't answered me , not once ! What wrong with you today!?"
I turned my head away but he grabbed my chin and pulled it back .
"Tell me what's wrong ."
He said softly but with a hint of stern that made my whole body shudder .
"Nothing." I whispered .
"I'm just tired . I had too much to drink."
He furrowed his brow .
"But why were you drinking ."
"Why not."
"Because it's not the weekend and you have work tomorrow."
Shit.
"For god sake Taehyung!" I turned away and sat up . "I just felt like it and it got a little out of hand ok!?"
I hugged my knees and looked away thankful that my hair covered my red face .
There was a few sounds silence and I could feel his eyes piercing me .
"Come on . Get your coat . Let's go." He said standing up . I didn't move .
"Get up." He said sternly .
I shuffled . He grabbed my arm tightly and pulled me up. "Gah!! Taehyung that hurts !"
"Get your coat lets go!" He said raising his eyebrows . You didn't what he said not wanting to get hurt again. His grip loosened but his hand stayed there.
"Where are we going !?" I asked as he gently dragged me to his car.
"You can stay the night at our house , you ant be trusted while your like this ."  He said as he opened the door for you and gently pushed you in .
"B-but!" Oh no!
"No tae-Taehyung I have to get home! I- I can't !" Think of an excuse quick!
He closed the door behind him and started the engine .
"Oh stop, I'm just trying to help you."
I relaxed my head back against the chair . The panic sets in. Surely Jimin would be asleep surely . Nothing to worry about .
"B-but there's no where to sleep!"
"There's a spare bed in Jimins room ."
My heart skipped about twenty beats and stopped . Oh no.
"No !" I said a little to quick . He looked at me confused .
I looked away. "Can't I just sleep in your room."
"I don't have an extra bed ."
"Well I'll just sleep in your bed ."
I felt his surprised and confused face piercing me for a few seconds as I looked away . Why did I say that.
"Fine." He focuses on driving .
"Fine."
*sorry for short chapter !*
*next will be longer !*