The exchange//SMUT WARNING

Chapter 43 ~ mutual

*SEX WARNING*
You lay on the crisp sheets as you listen to Jimins voice echoeing through the door as he gently pleads with you to open it and let him in.
"I'm sorry...." "what did I do wrong?" And "Yoona please!" Are three phrases you hear repeatedly. You lie back and close your eyes as you try to drown out the voice. Suddenly you find his once calming voice extremely irritating.
"Shut up." You whisper to yourself.
"Jungkook! Come here!" You heard through the door as Jimin rushed Jungkook over to help.
"No way man she's crazy." You hear Jungkook sigh in hesitation as he refuses Jimin. Un audiable muttering follows. "Just talk to her." Jungkook concludes and you hear a sharp slam as he closes his bedroom door, followed by a sigh from Jimin. You smile slightly. It was partly true , you did love causing drama. It wasnt your fault it just seemed to follow your around everywhere you went. Feeling all this chaos around you right now madd you slightly happy yet nervous at the same time.
"Yoona..." a quiet pleading voice begs after ten minutes. You sigh as you thought he had given up and it was all over. "What?" You ask clearly and loudly from the bed. No emotion in your voice. You hear a tiny gasp as Jimin sighs in relief. "C-can we talk? Please." He slightly stutters as he moves closer to the door. You look to your brain as you sigh boredly and consider it. "Mhmmmm...well okay I guess." You pout evily as you sit up and skip over to the door. A tinge of regret as you know your messing with someones feelings.
"G-great! Uhm great!" Jimin sighs in relief as he hears you coming to the door and tries to open it. "Uh...can I come in?" He asks, thinking you had already opened it. You pausr again as you think. "Mhmm no. We can talk through the door." You fold your arms as you look at your feet.
"O-kay." He nervously shuffles.
"Can you...can you tell me whats wrong? T-things havent been right for a while now Yoona, I felt it but I just- couldnt bring it up. Because, well...because I'm scared of loosing you Yoona. I love you, I loved you since the day I met you - actually since the day I seen your audition tape. And thats never happened to me before in all ny years on this earth. What did I do wrong? What did I say? I know I don't deserve you but -"
You bite your lip as you listenen to his voice quiver through his spiel. His voice isn't fake, and you can tell he means every word. He really does love you. Poor him. 'I love you' is a strong sentence. Lin has said it to you before but the way Jimin said it impaled your heart and suddenly you feel your lip quivering.
You hear a gentle sob as Jimin gathers himself up again and clears his throat. "I get it if you don't love me anymore. I get it Yoona, I wouldn't love me either heand I know I'm not good enough-"
You dont want to, but you cant help it. You cant stand and listen to him beltittling himself because that is your weak spot.
You sigh in defeat as you open the door. He stands in the doorway as his face captures a look of surprise. His small eyes wide and his mouth gently hanging open. You see the releif in his eyes.
"C-can you tell me what I did wrong?" He gasps, looking like a little lost puppy. Your heart melts as you realise what you have done to him. You look up at his face edtched with sadness, confusion and sadness and cant tell him the truth. That you simply do not love him anymore and that it wasnt him, its you.
"Nothing." You sigh in defeat as you lean foreward and wrap your arms around his neck. "You did nothing."
There was more then one meaning to that sentence. The first being that he did nothing wrong to make you be mad at him and the second being he couldn't do enough to please you anymore.
You didn't even have to 'forgive' him, hugging him and stepping back as he walked through the door was enough to end the whole situation. You knew he wasnt going to bring it up because that's just what he's like. Maybe that was the best thing about him as a partner. He never asked questions.

TAEHYUNG

The warm air blew onto Taehyungs deep brown hair as it seeped out of the small heater perched on the window sill above his bed.  He lay on his back with his hands entwined together on his stomach and one knee bent.
As much as he tried, the only thing he could think of was the girl next door.
Yoona
He shuffled slightly when he thought of her name. He thought of what she was doing right now. He heard a muffled conversation between her and Jimin which made him clench his fists angrily into the bedsheets without realizing it.
A part of him wanted her to end her relationship with Jimin so he could take her without hurting Jimins feeling too much. That's all he wanted right now. Her. He had Jennie, pretty Jennie , their date had gone so well and he had been meaning to text her about a next one. But Jennie just wasn't Yoona and Taehyungs primal instinct he had commonly felt when he was younger and playing with toys with his siblings - you want what you can't have more then what you can easily have , was definitely seeping through. This mad crush he had had in Yoona since day 1 was crazy and definitely toxic to his relationship with Jimin, yet it just felt so right to him.

He rolled onto his side and sighed quietly as he stroked the corner of his pillow. His eyes closed but were quickly opened as a vision appeared in them. A vision of what he has just done. His hand forcefully colliding with Yoonas thin chest slightly cushioned by his breasts. Her face momentarily scared but hinting with anticipation and excitement. The loud crack as her hand hit off the wall, and her T-shirt ruptured from the fall, exposing her. Of course he hadn't meant to hurt her. He was just angry. She had hurt him by choosing Jimin all that time ago and he had never let go.

He closed his eyes again trying to revive the memory and take it further. He bites his lip deeply and moans slightly as he feels his pants wetting as he precuts from his thoughts. He think about what he should have done. What he really had wanted to do but hadn't. Him quickly heading to the bed and pinning her down by the wrists. Checking to see if she was okay before kissing her passionately. Slowly feeling his way up her thighs and into her. Giving it to her so hard she calls it quits with Jimin the next morning. He can almost feel her tightness and wetness around him as his hand massages his cock desperately.
Just as he cums all over his Calvin claims his phone beeps. He picks it up as he groans in relief over his climax.

Tonight was great ! :)
   
Jennie. He sits up as he wipes his hand in a fresh tissue from the box beside his bed.

Yeah :) It was, we should do it again some time?

He quickly types and sends as he sees an opportunity.

Sure!! :) how about Sunday?

Sunday, Two days from now.

Perfect! What about dinner somewhere at 8?

He bit his lip as he waited for a reply.

Sounds great! See you then ! x

His eyes widened and he blinked as he observed the text clearer , ' x' he smiled to himself.

Great ! Good night x

He clicked his phone off and smiled as he turned off his beside lights. His mind was cleared of thoughts of Yoona or anything related as he thought about the text he just received. He slept quite easy that night.