The exchange//SMUT WARNING

Chapter 33 - Sex in the City

*Sex warning*
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Jimin led me past the bathrooms to a hallway which was quiet .
"There's rooms back here ." He said experienced. Suddenly I regretted everything . I wasn't in the mood . I was just trying to rev Taehyung up . What am I going to do . We entered a small room with a double bed and a few cabinets . Almost immediately jimin presses me against the wall kissing me . I could tell he was extremely horny tonight . I felt his belt buckle press into me as he drove himself against me hungrily . I kissed him back but not as passionately as usual as all I could think of was Taehyung . Why had my  life come to this . I felt his warm mouth suck my neck gently but hungrily and I fake moaned when really, I felt nothing . I ran my hands to his crouch . It was extremely hard. He lifted me up almost ripping the dress Taehyung had bought for me and I felt dread and sorry deep in me . He put me on the bed and I helped him take off his shirt revealing his rock hard abs from hours of dance practice and workouts . I kissed them slowly as he brushed my hair with his hands . We took off our shoes and I took off my dress carefully placing it out of any harm . We kissed in our underwear with him hovering over me .
He kissed my chest and down to my stomach making me arch my back . It tickled . He furrowed his brow as he kissed so I moaned falsely. I felt his hand slip under my knickers and I just felt uncomfortable . Thinking Tae might be doing this to that skanky waitress . Did they swap numbers ? Would I be seeing more of her ? I shuddered. Half thinking of it and half in the discomfort of Jimin fingering me . I just wanted everything to be over quick so I focused on the feeling turning it into slightly uncomfortable pleasure . I just sat up and took off his underwear briskly revealing him . I massaged him causing him to moan . He looked in discomfort from having to wait so I made it quick .
"Are you ready?" He asked as always . Too cautious . I nodded and smiled as I spread my legs . He entered me and I winced in pain. I just wasn't ready or in the mood . He was vicious today . He was extremely sexually frustrated which is a first. Usually he's calm and collected but now he was letting loose . He was extremely fast and thrust deep , had I been in the mood I would have probably loved this . But every thrust felt like I was being stabbed inside countless times extremely fast. I rolled to my knees so my face was in the pillow and let him thrust into me from behind so he couldn't see my face as tears rolled into the pillow from sheer pain and upset from Taehyung . My head slammed against the bed frame so I propped a pillow against it . I felt his warm hands massage my boobs which he knew was my soft spot but I still felt nothing .
I was just lifeless . I fake moaned a lot to make him feel good . After what felt like forever I felt his warm fluids filling me . He rolled over onto the bed panting . I lay beside him .
"Are you okay? Was I ok?" He asked .
I smiled the best I could even though my heart and walls were aching .
"Yes , That was amazing."
We lay this for a few minutes .
"We better go!" He said quickly looking at his watch. We got dressed quickly and I fixed my hair and makeup which was extremely smudged . A fresh hickey on my neck was left uncovered as my energy was too low to cover it . We walked back to the bar and I seen Jungkook nudging Hoseok and giggling when he saw us . We resumed our seats as everyone smiled at us . Except yoongi and Tae .
"Do you get in a fight on this walk?" Jungkook smirked prodding my hickey . I brushed him off smiling . Taehyung looked at me upset and even a bit dissapointed. I cold stare back at him as I shift over back to my seat.
My insides burn badly and I feel swollen inside which I'm sure is not a good thing.
We order at least four more rounds of drinks and laugh and talk away. I only talk when I'm talked to as I sit in the corner pressed away from Taehyung sulking in a pit of jealousey and nausea.

"Will we call it quits?" Jungkook slaps the table making me jump slightly as I had been zoned out completely in a world of my own thinking about Taehyung.
Everyone agrees except Taehyung who doesn't even answer.
I escape the booth as quickly as posible and link arms with Jimin as I briskly set off half dragging him away trying to get far away from Taehyung.
"Woah!" He laughs at my eagerness. "Is there something on TV you want to watch." He jokes. I press a laugh down and kiss his shoulder to reassure him.
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I sit with Jimin in the two seater area and rest against his shoulder but my eyes are open and I stared at the back of the drivers slide door coldly.
I felt tears and upset because I knew that things between me and Taehyubg would be sour again and after him buying me all these clothes today I felt extra bad. I remembered us telling eachother how we love eachother and hugging in the kitchen, and things just felt so right, safe happy and just right. I felt like how I did when we were friends.
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I hobble up the stairs hungover already, and barely able to walk from the sex. Jimins hand supports my back as he remains a step behind me.
Jimin hogs the bedroom bathroom and I wait in our room sitting on the bed and taking out my earrings.
The door creaks open slightly for a split second and I swear I seen a face there but when I blink its gone so I stood up and went to investigate.

I walked slowly next door to Taehyungs room and peeked in. All I could see was his tall figure standing by the window looking out. The moonlight framed his strong body through his silky pajamas.
I admired his body from the small crack in the doorway. His fingertips stroking the wooden window sill deep in thought. His soft sigh filling the room. When he turn his body to get into bed I gasp and run back to my room in panic hoping he didn't catch me spying on him. Jimin returns minutes later and we snuggle up together under the blankets saying goodnight. But my eyes don't sleep for at least another two hours as I lie there feeling his soft warm breath on my neck as I fiddle with the skin on his knuckles which are placed beside my stomach.

Taehyung POV
When the waitress comes back she beckons me to come with her, I really don't want to go but the boys rev me up and encourage me and I then remember the promise I made with my self to forget Yoona and move on. It also helps since she is in the bathroom and not looking at me.

Kissing her I try to imagine anything but Yoona as my tongue sinks into her tequila tasting mouth. Even with the growing grinds shes placing on my lap I don't feel any lust towards her. Its been ages, at least an hour and she finally releases me and sits back as she gasps and bites her lip. I play along and kiss her neck gently making her moan too loudly but she pushes me off and says she has to get back to work making relief flood me and I almost want to thank her for leaving. Yoonas furious at me, I don't know when she came back but the cold furious stare she's giving me tells me its been a while. I try to ignore her but her stare is like a hot knife bearing in on my eyes.
Great here she goes playing with Jimin and trying to provoke me. Does no one else see how she's staring at me as she whispers into her boyfriends ear.
As they disapear I think about what Jimins about to do to her body. I try to imagine what it must feel like to be inside her warm,wet body. The pleasure I could give her makes me shudder. Its a common thought for me, listening to her being pounded in the next door room three to four times a week has provoked this deep imagination inside me. Its almost like everyday my lust grows more and more and I don't know how to stop it. Jimin is my friend, a good good friend and I wouldn't dare of betraying him.
Looking in at her through the crack in the door I can't help it. The moon light framed her silky pajamas. Her melancholic face is highlighted by the furrowed brows and steep frown. It makes me sad to have caused her such pain. I realise now I just can't move on. But I will never betray Jimin so I will just have to try harder.