The exchange//SMUT WARNING

45 - The morning after

Even waking up beside a different person feels strange. A new lover , a different mate. Even the smells are different. The smell of bodies, the smell of sex, the smell of perfume and sweat mingled together.

A warm heavy hand lies on my lower back and a soft breeze blows constantly onto my forehead,blowing the baby hairs gently. You glance up as much as you can to see Taehyungs sleeping face. A small grin pricks your lips as you slowly try to shuffle out of his hands, being careful not to wake him.

You shuffle away from him to the edge of the massive bed, pausing for a minute as he groans and repositions himself. Sighing in relief as he doesn't wake up.

A bad habit, running away. You'd never really had a one night stand, maybe once with Lin on your first time.
An attempt to flee. You were trying to flee this knowing there was no real point since you lived together.

"Fuck" you breath as your brow furrows and your emotions seep back. So may of them, all at once. Pain from your bruised damaged knuckles and your aching groin, it had been a while. And regret and sadness, you'd just cheated on your boyfriend , who's grandfather was dying while you were being unfaithful. Regret at that and the fact that a tinge of happiness now resides in you.

Last night was the happiest and most pleasured and fulfilled you'd felt in ages.

You look around the floor hastily for any items of clothing to put in your naked body. You find your lingerie top that's been ripped apart and the front and weep a tiny bit as you remember the price tag. There's nothing salvageable and you can't find the bottoms so you find Taehyungs shirt which he was wearing last night and throw it on doing up a few middle buttons. It drapes half way down your thighs. The think fabric exposes your nipples as the cold air ignites them.

You quickly tiptoe to the door as you make little to no noise. Your hand reaches the door handle and you gently apply pressure to it.

"Yoona."

Your eyes widen in shock and you gasp slightly.
The deep mumble sounds slightly confrontational.
You turn slightly to look at the source.
Taehyung sits up, leaning on his elbow as he looks over at you. His hair ruffled. His lips slightly under moisterized.

"Come here." He says a little more clearly.

Fuck, you think to yourself, what woke him up. You slowly sulk over awkwardly as he pats the bed beside him, beckoning you to sit. You crawl over to him. And sit on your ankles as your knees tuck under you.

He grins sleepily as hes reaches up to cup your cheek. You hesitate nervously as your eyes flash but once his soft hands reach your cheeks you feel at home. Safe and secure. You closd your eyes and grin slightly as your head snuggles into his hand.

His other hand entwines with yours on your knee and you stay still like this for a few seconds.

"Did you mean it?" You whisper as you open your eyes slowly. They trace up to his eyes where he looks back at you.

"Mean what?" He whispers back as he lets his hand caress your neck.

"What you said, when you said I hurt people, that thats just what I do, did you mean it?" You breathlessly ask as a tear brims in your eye. Thats what you had just done. Hurt someone. Hurt Jimin.

"No,hey,no," he chuckles slightly and symphathetically as he wipes the small tears that start falling from your eyes. You grasp his hand for comfort as he does so. He cups your face with both hands.

"Look at me." He demands gently as you look at the covers. You look up to his eyes slowly. They intensly look at you. Melting you.

"Your a good person." He states clearly. "Your one of the best people I know." He laughs slightly, making you laugh lightly between sniffles.

"And, I love you." He smiles.

You gulp slightly at the words he just uttered. You look into his sparkly eyes.
"I love you too." You whisper as you look down slowly. It was hard to say but you meant it. He smiles and you lean in letting your head rest on his chest as he wraps his arms around you.

"What will you tell Jennie." You pull away as you ask the awkward question.
His eyea flutter nervously for a second before he looks back at you.
"I'll tell her the truth. I'm tired of lying. I've been lying for too long. To her, to you , to Jimin."
Your brow furrows slightly when he says that. He can't tell Jimin about this, ever.
"What's the truth?" You push.
"That we weren't meant to be, that I've finally justified what I've been thinking for months, since I first met you. That you're who I want, you're the one for me." He smiles.
You grin back.

"What will you tell Jimin." He looks away momentarily.
Your expression slips.
"We can't tell Jimin, actually we can't tell anyone." You awkwardly look away.

"What?" He asks slightly angrily.
You ignore him, resulting in him grabbing your chin and pulling it to face him. "What?" He whispers as his eyes furrow in frustration and confusion.

"We can't." You whisper, your lips trembling. "It'll destroy him."

"We have to-"
"No!" You interrupt him firmly. He closes his mouth clenching his jaw and sighing. "This isnt fair on him. Tell Jemnie what you want, but Im not destroying someones life like that."

"So what? Youll just keep on living like your his girlfriend!? Like your his!? Like he won? I cant let you do that!" His voice rises angrily.
"Ssshh!!" You cover his mouth and look around. Scared someone will hear.

You release slowly. His angry expression still there. "You cant keep playing games."

You frown slightly. "I'll break up with him. But not now, not like this. Give me a few weeks."

He thinks for a second before sighing amd nodding slowly. Its evident thats not exactly what he wanted to hear but hes not going to get a better deal.

"But you cant sleep with him." He quickly retorts with his rules.

You nod gently. "Okay?" He asks wanting a vocal answer. "Okay." You smile reassuringly. "Promise?" He laughs lightly. As he puts out his pinky finger. You look up at him as if to say are you serious. You both laugh. "You child." You laugh as you entwine pinky fingers with him and you both laugh.
"Promise."

He smiles so happily. "Come here!"
He grabs your waist as you squeal and he turns you onto your back. "Taehyung!" You squel and laugh.
"Id prefer if you called me daddy like last night." He teases as he gently kisses your neck as he lies on top of you.

"Shut up!" You cant help but laugh as you slap his back. Wrapping your legs around his back.

"Round two?" He whispers seductively in your ear as his hands glide down to your thighs. Trying his luck.

"Hah-hah , nice try." You brush off him attempts as you slide yourself out from under him as skip over to the door smiling as you look back to see him scrambling to catch you and try get back inside you. You close the door behind you and run to your room locking the door shut. You smile and you hear him sigh outside your door.

Your smile beaming ear to ear as you bite your nails and laugh.

"Maybe later?" He asks defeated.

"Maybe," you smirk. "Maybe not." You tease as you gather your stuff and head into the shower. "See you at breakfast!" You smile as you walk past the door.
"Hmmm." He sighs.

You beam as you head into your shower to clean up.

The start of a new chapter in your life. Let's make this the best yet.