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I woke up lying close to Jimin . He was still fast asleep . He looked like a little baby when he slept . As peaceful as a baby bird in a warm nest. His soft breath blew on my forehead . I eased away slowly to not wake him up. He shuffled a bit but resumed his deep sleep. I was naked so quickly dressed . It was five am and no one else was up . I decided to go get some early breakfast as my stomach growled at me viciously. Walking into the cold hallway felt refreshing . I relished myself in how good life was . I looked to my Right to see Taes door . Sadness sept over me . I hated how I had made him like this . I didn't believe any of it was really my fault but he did .
I slowly crept over and opened his door slightly . Enough for me to see him . He looked so peaceful asleep. They all did . His hand cradled his cheek . His covers rose and fell as he breathed . I risked it all creeping over slowly . I tiptoed . I stood over his sleeping body . His breathing ensured me he was asleep. I slowly eased my hand in to brush away stray hairs off his cheeks . His mouth moved slightly so I withdrew my hand . His skin was so soft and his hair so fluffy. I wanted to run my hands through it. I slowly put my hand back .
"Don't you have a boyfriend ?" He mumbles suddenly with his eyes still closed . I jumped back scared and embarrassed .
"I - I ," I started extremely embarrassed . "It wasn't anything like that." I splurged out .
"Mhmm really ." He mumbled half asleep. "Why then?" He said a little more clear . "Why not ." I smiled sarcastically and left , slamming the door behind me and running downstairs .
How utterly embarrassing . I don't think I can never be not embarrassing .
Its half five by the time anyone comes downstairs and it's Jimin first. I'm on my phone eating breakfast . "Good morning ." He smiled in his sweet clear voice that makes my heart melt . I smile . "Mornin. ." I chirped. "Would you like some toast?" I asked showing him the huge plate of toast I cooked for everyone . He gave it an unsure look as it was half burnt to a crisp . "Ehhahh..." He said unsure . We both laughed . "Whatever ." I pretended to be angry and he made a fake sad face at me . We laughed and he ate an apple as I ate the burnt toast. The rest came down together . Taehyung smiled at us as he got breakfast from the fridge . Me and Jimin furrowed our brows at each other in harmony . He even sat across from me and engaged in group conversation which was at this point not normal . Everyone looked suspicious but didn't say anything. I couldn't help but stare at him confused and once or twice he caught me making me spin quickly away. "Finally the weekend !" I sighed after everyone was done eating . "What's the plan today everyone ?" Namjoon smiled . "Let's go our separate ways." Taehyung smiled .
"The bay?" Jimin smiled at me . I nodded my head and looked at Tae who didn't look affected . I felt abit jealous . Stop it. I had always been one of those people . Jealous when I had everything . I shook my head to rid it off my annoying thoughts .
We got into jimins car half an hour later . We were both dressed in shorts with sandals, his shorts were longer then mine and his top was blue where as mine was pastel pink. It was almost 25 degrees outside and my skin burned as I sat down on the black leather seat.
"I brought some food , so we don't have to worry about going to find lunch
somewhere ."
I glanced in the back . "We can have a picnic ." I said holding up a fluffy blanket that was there . He smiled turning on the car . "Good idea , we will."
Half an hour later we rolled up to the pebbly bay. There were eight docks stretching out onto the cold lake .
"Can you fish?" I asked holding up an abandoned fishing rod lying on the eight dock . He laughed . "No ! I can't do anything ." He frowned slightly . I nudged his shoulder . "Oh stop, your great." I smiled .
We lay on the dock sunbathing hand in hand. Every ten minutes we'd re apply suncream. "You would want to put a little more then that on! Your debut is in less then three weeks !" He'd gasp as I closed the bottle cap and he'd open it and rub half the bottle onto me .
"I don't care !" I pouted in a squeaky voice . "That's what makeup is for !"
He would give me a stern look and then laugh. He applied so much all his skin visible was coated and as white as a sheet of paper . I laughed at him as I scraped my name onto his leg and his slightly tanned skin appeared through the white suncream forming my name . I couldn't stop laughing and took a picture . He replaced the scraped sunscreen fake cursing at me through a smile . We lay there for hours talking .
"Look!" He gasped pointing at a flock of birds that was flying low across the lake .
"I envy the birds," he started . "I envy them so much."
"Why?" I asked .
"Because they can fly! And they can fly in and out of the trees and if they don't like it they can leave immediately ," I looked at him puzzled , sometime she said the strangest things , but he had a smile in his face . "They can fly with the nice cool breeze ."
"Animals evolve to fit the climate , Some evolve to have legs but some evolve wings ."
" I want to have wings , I always am wishing my shoulder blades would evolve into wings but not yet ." He chuckled stretching his hands towards the sky where a few birds swooped over head .
"You're a weird one ." I smiled sitting up . He laughed . "Will we start our picnic ?"
We ate sweets and countless calories but it was worth it .
"Wow , " I licked my fingers . "You would not think I am debuting in three weeks with how I was just eating there ." I frowned . He patted my stomach smiling . "You look great , who cares ." I smiled .
"You would not think promotions for our new album start next week but hey!" He half smiled eating a piece of bread .
"Don't you wish we were just able to eat and do anything we want ?" I asked . My limitations coming up to the debut were set so high. We were given a diet plan which I had already broken many times. Work hours were long and public appearances were so limited that my friend circle was very confined .
"You don't know the half of it ," He frowned . "Maybe you will someday but I hope you don't have to ."
I knew what he was talking about . Being worldwide really took a toll on them . Longer work hours , pressure to look good . Although the relationship ban had been eased slightly , any spare time they had now was spent sleeping to regain all they had lost . I'd often find myself watching tv in my spare time when six months ago I would have been in the park with them or eating dinner . They had all lost considerable amounts of weight . I always tried to pressure them into eating the way they had for me .
I tried .
"I just want you to take a rest , all you guys , it's like your never not working." I looked out to the lake . "I know ," he gently rubbed my knee to comfort me .
"It's just hard because I never see you guys ." I looked into his eyes hurt .
"I know , but it will all be over soon," he smiled reassuringly . "Promotions will start and end within a month and then we'll be free for another bit." He smiled and I could see the excitement in his eyes .
"Lets go for a paddle ?" I suggested .
He nodded eating a grape . We paddled one length in the cold water eating ice cream we had brought . It was a bit dangerous to go further after eating anyway . It was six pm by the time we got back . Everyone was gone from their day out which mostly was shopping and everyone seemed to bump into each other whilst shopping and it ended up as a family day of shopping . Everyone showed up their new purchases which genuinely consisted of sunglasses and T-shirt's which were alone the cost of my living for a month . Tae showed us a new Gucci top he has bought and some "steals " he has picked up for under 300. "Wow " I gasped feeling the fabric of the 1200 top . He quickly snatched it off me grinning protectively . He was so protective of his clothes . Has he decided to forgive me ? I dared not ask .
"We're going to the Hollywood tomorrow night Yoona , if you'd like to come ?" Jungkook smiled as he placed a bag of groceries on the counter . The Hollywood . That private club that all the idols and famous people went to , and I was invited !?
"W-what? Will I be aloud in !?" I said confused .
"Yeah? Your with us ." He sniffed as he put away the groceries .
"S-sure ! I'll come !" I love a good party and the Hollywood is an achievement for me .
Later that night as I sat in bed with Jimin who by the way - had gotten a double bed four months ago.
"Will there be any idols at the Hollywood ?" I questioned nervously .
"Yeah , There's a lot of Comebacks happening right now so tomorrow night is a celebration party and a good luck party."
I gulped into his chest. I glanced at the book he was reading .
"Do they know about us?" I asked .
He paused for a minute . "No, but the rule isn't in place for us , they won't care ."He reassured me but he didn't seen so sure himself .
"Oh okay." I rolled away I felt his head turn to look at me briefly as I did , wondering had he upset me .
"Goodnight ." I breathed .
"Night !" He sighed rubbing my shoulder .
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The exchange//SMUT WARNING
FanfictionYoona is a dance student in America who is lucky enough to win a scholarship to BIGHIT dance company in Seoul.Here she meets the members of bts and things go...off the beaten track