Frank was very happy to join My Chemical Romance. The other band members were amazed by Frank guitar skills. Gerard was feeling happy about it too.
For two days, Gerard really felt better and he did not drink alcohol or did self harming. Obviously, Frank did not know anything about Gerard problems.
Gerard decided to share his tour bus room with Frank, cause the rooms had two beds in it. Frank said:
"Gerard, I am really thankful that you are so caring and you are going to share your room with. I promise, I will be good roomate to you
Gerard giggled:
"Everything is fine with that. You do not have to thank me for sharing room with you."
Frank just smiled at Gerard. Gerard also looked at Frank and smiled. He felt some weird, but very good feeling while looking at Frank. Gerard thought:"Frank is so cute and beautiful, like wow..."
Night came. Gerard and Frank went to sleep. Frank said:
"Good night, Gerard"
"Good night, Frank"- Gerard said.
They both fell asleep.
In the middle of night, Gerard suddenly woke up. He looked at his hands, who were full of cuts. They hurt a lot, that is why Gerard woke up. He did not wanna do that, but he came next to his drawer. He walked quietly, cause Frank was sleeping. Gerard opened his drawer, and took a small sharp knife. He tried to not to cry. The knife touched his wrist. Gerard thought it was going to be better after Frank came cause Gerard felt really happy. But... sadly, Gerard touched his knives for self harming again. Gerard started quietly crying while cutting himself. Suddenly, he heard Frank saying:
"Gerard?... What happened? Are you crying?"
Gerard throw the knife back to the drawer, and answered:
" I am alright, Frank. I just woke up to check my stuff and to drink some water. I will go to sleep now"
Gerard did not want to lie to Frank at all, but he was too scared to tell someone about his mental ilness.
"Oh, alright. I just thought you were crying, so I wanted to ask what happened. If something bad happens to you, do not be afraid to tell me."-Frank said.
"Everything is okay, Frank. Thanks for your support"- Gerard smiled and went to sleep.
Morning. Frank woke up first and decided to make everyone some coffee. Mikey, Ray, and Bob came to the small kitchen. Then Frank decided to wake up Gerard. Frank came to room. Frank saw that Gerard was waking up. Frank smiled:
"Good morning, Gerard. Hurry up, we are going to drink morning coffee I made"
"Hey, Frank. Yeah I am coming"- Gerard smiled to Frank
Frank, Gerard, Mikey, Bob and Ray drank their coffee together.
Later, they were driving in a bus to other city for a concert. Frank and Gerard were in their room. Frank quietly said:
"Gerard... can I tell you something?"
"Well, sure. What is it?"- Gerard answered.
"Nobody knows it, but... I just want to tell you..."- Frank was trying to say
"Say to me."- Gerard said
"Well... I am... I am... okay, I will say it now... I trust you, Gerard so you will be the first person I will say it to you... I am.. I am ... I am gay."- Frank said it and smiled.
"Well, I think that is very amazing, and good. "- Gerard smiled.
"You are the first person I am telling that. I feel like we are very close and I do not know why but I just feel that."- Frank said and looked at Gerard.
Gerard also smiled at Frank. Gerard was happy that Frank is gay, cause Gerard felt like he has a big crush on him. Gerard and Frank came next to each other. Then they touched each other faces and then... They kissed! Then they kissed again. Frank and Gerard felt really good. Then they smiled at each other day.
Gerard thought: If Frank trusts him, then maybe he should say to him about his mental ilness and maybe Frank could help him?
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Frerard. Save me.
Teen FictionGerard Way always had a difficult life. He was bullied when he was younger, he had struggles with suicidal thoughts, self harm, alcohol. But... one day one boy named Frank Iero came to his life. Gerard was very happy with Frank. Frank helped him all...
