Gerard, Frank and other members were doing great. Gerard and Frank were already a couple. They were happiest.
One day, Frank asked Gerard:
"Gerard, would you like to go somewhere? Like, cinema"
"Frank, I am so sorry, but I dont know, I dont really feel good today"- Gerard answered.
"Honey, its okay. We can go other day"- Frank smiled.
Gerard nodded his head. Frank also offered:
"Would you like some tea or coffee?"
"Sure, coffee would be great"- Gerard said.
Frank smiled and made coffee for himself and Gerard, his boyfriend.
Two days later, Frank thought that maybe Gerard was feeling better, and offered to go somewhere again. Gerard responded:
"Frank, Im so sorry, but I feel anxiety and I cant really go somewhere"
"Gerard.... how many times?! How many times we will always have to sit at home and do absolutely nothing, just because of your mental illness?! Im sorry, but i cant take it anymore, cause our relationship is now like wasting time, cause you feel your goddamn depression and anxiety. Your fucking mental illness is not my freaking bussiness!"- Frank shouted at Gerard.
"Frank, but... I love you. And I didnt choose having mental ilness"- Gerard almpost started crying.
"If you werent so fucking weak, then you would have never cared about some bullies words"- Frank was mad,-"Im done with you, Gerard. Search for someone who will always deal with your illness."
"Frank, dont leave me, Im begging - Gerard cried.
Frank took his things and left a house. Gerard was crying. He couldnt believe that Frank left. Gerard said to himself: "Why do I have fucking illness? Why? I am so awful. I dont deserve Frank, or the other guys in the band. The world would be a better place without me...."
Gerard had horrible thougths about himself in his mind. He found his knives, blades.... He was going to.... Gerard also found a big rope.
Then Gerard decided to call Mikey. Mikey answered:
"Hello. Gerard, whats up?"
"Hey, Mikey.... I just wanted to tell that I love you so much, my little brother. And please tell mom, dad and our band members that I love them forever. Keep going on"- Gerard tried not to cry.
"Gerard, are you okay? Maybe I should to come to you?"- Mikey was worried
"No, Mikey, everything is fine. I have to go now. "- Gerard ended the call.
Mikey was really worried.
Gerard left his letter on a table, and left his house.
Mikey decided to meet Frank. They met in the restaurant. Frank was not feeling good after what he said to Gerard. Mikey asked Frank:
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Frerard. Save me.
Roman pour AdolescentsGerard Way always had a difficult life. He was bullied when he was younger, he had struggles with suicidal thoughts, self harm, alcohol. But... one day one boy named Frank Iero came to his life. Gerard was very happy with Frank. Frank helped him all...
