Jungkook (Lullaby)

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I jolted awake, hot and breathless.

It was a usual awakening for me. Lately I had been having nightmares, nightmares that were so bad I would stay awake for hours, afraid to be buried back into the dark depths of my imagination.

A light nightmare would be something a rom full of poisonous spiders crawling all over me and I had no exit. Or like now, they'd be more dark and vivid...

Like Jungkook being killed right. Before. My. Eyes.

I had went to the doctor many times to see why I was experiencing such a terrible thing. They thought it might've been lucid dreaming but I never was paralyzed in my sleep. I was always able to wake myself up.

I let oh a shaky breath and sat up. I wiped the little beads of sweat that for,ed on my neck and temple before I sighed. It was 3am (a very superstitious time) and I had to work (my summer job) today.

But there was no way I was going to fall back asleep. Cause I knew, once I did my dream would just continue, as if it was a movie.

"Y/N is everything alright?" The deep groggy voice of my boyfriend sounded beside me.

Yeah. Is what I wanted to say, but I couldn't. I hadn't told Jungkook about my dreams, thinking he'd make up fun of me or think I'm psychotic. Every time I jolted awake And he woke up with me, I would make an excuse.

"Y/N?" Although it was dark I knew he had turned his head to look at me.

"E-" my voice came out raspy, so I cleared my throat, "Everything's fine."

Jungkook then sat up.

"I've done my research. I know that when a girl says that she's apparently 'fine', she's really not. She either bothered by something or so upset that she wants release her inner fire breathing dragon on someone." He said in a-matter-of-fact tone.

"Was it a nightmare?"

I hesitated to nod my head. Jungkook and I hadn't been together that long to discuss all the things that were really wrong with me. He knew about my anxiety and panic attacks, but he didn't know about my... sleep attacks?

I let my head fall slowly and let out a little, "Yeah, I get them a lot..."

There was a moment of silence.

I had no idea what Jungkook thought. Maybe he'd laugh and tell me there's nothing to be scared about if he was there. Which he was right about there wasn't anything to be scared about with him by my side... But it wasn't the outside I was fearing-

It was my messed up imagination that jolted me away, sometimes crying like a little bitch.

He placed a gentle hand on the small of my back, above my tailbone.

"Why didn't you tell me?" he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek, "Come here."

No laugh. No cheesy lines. Just. Comfort.

I was one lucky girl to have such a lovely man in my hands. (A/N: That rhymes xD)

My face twisted as relief over washed me, causing tears to roll down my cheeks as I let out a small whimper.

I turned so I was able to hug Jungkook, burring my face into his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me, holding me tight.

We stayed like for a couple moments. Eventually I had to lift my face up to breath so my chin rested on his shoulder, and Jungkook took that opportunity to draw circles on my back.

"Better?" his voice was soft, yet full of concern.

"Yeah..." In the state that I was in, with Jungkook slowly tracing circles on my back and his mesmerizing fresh smell, I was bound to fall asleep in his arms.

"Lay down.." I felt his arms leave me and I rolled back to my side of the bed.

"Can you sing me a lullaby?" I asked tugging more blanket to my side.

Jungkook layed facing me with his head resting in the palm of his head. "Will it help you fall asleep?"

I hummed.

I heard Jungkook shift a bit and I closed my eyes.

Jungkook was a man of talented. He had such an original voice, a voice which I never heard before. It was so soothing and mesmerising.

He cleared his throat before beginning, "ALL I WANTED WAS TO DO~OOO~OO ALL I DO IS SET THE-"

My eyes flew open as I realized the all so familiar Jungkook was singing! "Cut it out!" I yelled kicking his side with my foot.

Jungkook burst out into a fit of laughter, rolling off the other side of the bed.

Fucking yodel boy.

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Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't updated in such a looong time. School was coming to and end and so I was trying to improve my grades xD

But now that school is out, its summer (yay)!

You would think that I would be on Wattpad more but its not the case. I've decided to be more productive this summer (as in be off electronics and go outside).

I'll keep writing but I won't be as active.

Thank you for reading!

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