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NOT SO BAD
AIKA WOLKZBIN
P O V
HELL.
The only way to describe what I am experiencing at the moment.
Reporters outside my house
Appointments are overflowing
"AAAAGGGHHH!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS SH*T ANYMORE!!" Sigaw ko at binasag ang lahat ng pwedeng mabasag dito sa kwarto ko. I need to calm down!!
Kelangan ko ng stress reliever!! Sonething that will calm me down!! Kahit konti lang!! Please!! This is driving me crazy!!
And as if on cue, the doirbell rung
Bumaba ako. Agad kong tinignan kung sino ang nagdoorbell. At isang cold stare ang sumalubong sa akin.
Alistair
Agad kong binuksan ang gate at hinatak siya papasok. Sinarado ko ang gate agad at hinatak siya papasok. Hindi naman siya nagreklamo kaya peaceful kaming nakarating sa sala.
"What are you doing here?" Kunot noong salubong ko sa kanya. Pero nag smirk lang siya.
"Wala lang. Gusto ko lang makita ang anak sa labas kong co-star. Yun lang" sagot nito na mas lalong ikina-irita ko.
Pati ba naman siya?! Seriously?! D*mn it!! Bakit ko ba kadi pinapasok ang nilalang na toh? Sarap niyang ingudngud sa tae ng baka eh. Kaloka.
"Anak sa labas, b*tch, fake, at plastik are the right words to describe you, right?" Sabi niya still with his stupid f*ckin smirk.
Ngunit hindi ako sumagot causing him to smirk more. What's with that stupid smirk?! Kanina pa siya ahh!!
"I guess it was all true. Little b*tch" he said almost teasing or maybe he is teasing.
If I could voice out what's on my mind this is what I would say:
F*ck you to death you stupid jerk. Call me all you want. Sh*t with the words. They are not true anyway. And why do you care? Cold, stupid, hearthless, son of a b*tch, jerk, and a f*ckin sh*tty dude.
Pero ito ang lumabas sa bibig ko
"Shut up jerk"
Seriously?! Although may jerk akong sinabi pero kahit na!!
"Why would I?" Sabi nito at humakbang papalapit. Di ako nagpatinig at tumayo lang sa pwesto ko
"Cuz you're a stupid jerk" sagot ko at tinaasan siya ng kilay
"Oh really?" Wika nito at humakbang muli. Me being stubborn, I just stayed there staring at his brown eyes.
"Yeah dude. Totally" sabi ko at umirap. At least in that way I can feel stronger. Kahit saglit lang. Kahit ngayon lang. Kasi kung hindi? My knees will fell weak at baka lumuhud ako ng di oras sa harap niya dahil doon.
"I miss the taste of your lips though" sabi nito kaya napakurap ako. Ano daw? Taste of my lips? Baka gusto niyang matikman kamao ko? Gusto ata niya ng second round ng bugbugan eh!! Lakas ng tama--
