Candy Candy||phan

E I G H T:A thought

☆☆IMPORTANT WARNING/NOTE:☆☆
hello hello
I'm really sorry for the stupid note here but,so anyone won't get confuzzled,I just wanted to say that I'm changing things a bit.
I'm going to start writing in 3rd person because I want to go out of my comfort zone.I also might change my style a bit.I apologize for how ubrupt this is,but oh well.

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Dan kept his eyes on Phil's own.His usually bright and optimistic,sunshine-filled blue eyes were covered with stormy,grey clouds.Every look Dan took at Phil's blue ones made Dan's heart ache a bit more for the condition Phil is in.It made Dan want to engulf Phil in a hug that never ended and to hang onto Phil so nothing will hurt him like that.Phil looked at Chris and arched his eyebrows in question then looked at Dan.Dan,reluctantly,stood up."Nice of you to knock,Chris,"Dan rolled his eyes.Maybe,Dan thought,if he didn't keep looking at Phil's eyes,then he   would regain himself."Yeah,yeah.Don't give that.Explain,Danny,"he rolled his eyes back at Dan.Dan cleared his throat then replied,"First off,why does everyone have the need to call me Danny??And this is Phil,you know,the Phil I told you about?My friend?We were in a café close by and decided to come back to my dorm to hang out.There,explained."Dan couldn't help but feel suspicion coming off of Chris in waves.Dan was bisexual,sure,but that doesn't mean that he would just shag anyone he knows.He had made peace with himself about Chris and his ignorance.Chris is my friend and he worries about me,but in no means does that give him the right to suspect me every time I got someone over..I am bisexual not whore-sexual,Dan thought.Chris thought for a long minute then said,"Well,okay.Just don't let boy toy Phil spread his germs everywhere,ok?Hope you feel well soon,Snot boy."Chris laughed to himself and went out again,presumably to give Dan and Phil their privacy.Dan was more than glad for that and it showed."Your roommate's funny.He's like a really drunk,embarrassing mum,"Phil laughed,quietly.Dan was so frustrated by Chris that he forgot about Phil,so,naturally,he was startled."Jesus Christ,Phil.Don't scare me like that,"Dan thought for a moment before adding,"I'm sorry about him.He's a friend with too much worries,y'know?He's only looking out for me.And uh..you're n-not my boy toy."Dan felt a peculiar feeling go through his body.He didn't feel comfortable saying 'boy toy' out loud especially to Phil,of all people.Dan believed that Phil was one of those people you'd see and go 'those exist?someone can be that nice??' and using that word to regard him left a foul taste in Dan's mouth.Dan sighed and let his eyes linger on Phil.Phil didn't look like a man in his second year of college,no,he looks like a boy whose pet dog just died.Phil immediately sensed Dan's prominent unease and poked Dan's arm,lightly."Hey,I really don't mind Chris,you silly.As I said,I find him funny,plus who gets scared by someone talking to them.You're such a pussy,"Phil smiled,teasingly.The little blue eyed boy was trying to wave the stormy clouds away for Dan and he could tell Phil was trying his absolute best."I just get easily distracted,you asshole,"Dan did his best to help the little boy wave the grey clouds away.

"So tell me again,what's so special about your dorm?"Phil asked,hands in his hoodie's pocket."Dan straightened his posture then yawned and stretched,hitting Phil on 'accident'."Well,for beginners,it's not that far from most of my classes but secluded enough.Also,I have a balcony here.Also ALSO,no one is occupying the dorm under us or beside us so I can be as rowdy as my heart wishes to be,"Dan's voice went louder with pride as he stated his hard-earned dorm's benefits.Phil didn't focus on that,instead,he just raised his eyebrows suggestively,"Rowdy,eh?"Dan's entire form went two shades deeper of red.He,to others,might even have looked like his whole body has rashes.This is the first time Phil made a purposely inappropriate innuendo,and it hit Dan like a pile of bricks.He choked on his spit and started hacking.Phil just laid down on his stomach and laughed,silently,at Dan's idiocy."You need Jesus,"Dan managed to sass at Phil.Although the comment took Dan by surprise,Phil's laugh made up for it ten times.To Dan,his main priority now and all that matters is to make Phil feel better.He feels like he owes Phil that much.After regaining the ability to breath well again,Dan mimicked Phil's sitting position."Hey,"Dan smiled."Hey,"Phil smiled back,albeit a smaller one.Dan hated seeing Phil so sad and dejected.Before Dan could think of a conversation starter,Esen and Audra came back to lay in between Dan and Phil.Esen has remarkably calmed down but didn't stop with the candy.Phil thinks Dan didn't notice but Dan did.He noticed how his smile vanished and and was replaced by a hollow expression,a shell of the usual,lovable Phil taking place.He noticed how his eyes seemed cloudy again,but less than in the beginning which is progress.Phil put his pale,porcelain-like hand on Esen.Esen warmed up to the touch and Dan couldn't help but smile at his friend's worry for his companion.It was a scene to warm anyone's heart,but Phil's,apparently.Dan sighed."Hey,nerd.Wanna stargaze later tonight?The uni is a distance apart from the main city so we can see some stars and I'll set up my telescope.How does that sound?"Dan laid his hand on Phil's shoulder,much like Phil did for his cloudy guardian,and squeezed in a comforting gesture."Sounds stellar,"Phil replied,his eyes looking a tad brighter."Subtle joke,loser,"Dan shoved his sad friend in a playful manner."Give me some credit here,"Phil shoved back and they both got up to set up the small balcony for their stargazing evening.

While Dan prepared the snacks and hot beverages,Phil was setting up the place where they'll sit.Phil suggested to prepare the snacks instead,but Dan,knowing about the other man's minimal control over himself around sugar,refused.Phil laid down a soft,old blanket on the floor,then set down the two bean bags from earlier and brought out Dan's telescope set/box from under the bed.Phil sighed as Esen muzzled into his neck."What do I do,E?The expirements are not working and those jerks keep asking about instant results.Instant results my ass.I'vegot uni and you and my family and all this crap.It's just hectic,E.I don't want that for you..or Dan.Do you think I should have agreed to stay here?"Phil stopped his ramble as of expecting a reply from Esen,but,instead,Esen snug closer to Phil,humming to him."He doesn't deserve this stress,E.I just hope things don't get out of hand,"Phil continued,placing the black and green bean bags across each other.As Phil was busy making the place comfortable and warm,Esen was busy trying to keep Phil relatively okay with snuggles."Thanks,E,"Phil gave him a well-deserved pat.

ESEN:Audra,I am worried about Phil.He has been over working a lot as well as distressed.What should we do?Should we report to Leo?

AUDRA:Hey,E.I thought you hated telepathically talking?

ESEN:I..do,but there are urgent matters at hand and Leo isn't satisfied with our progress.And..Phil..I am just worried about him and,in my state,I am clueless.I apologize for forming a link uncalled for,Audy.

AUDRA:Don't you worry about it,E.We're both stressesd just like our holders,but don't worry okay?You're the smartest little cloud I know,and we can help each other to figure something out.It's fine,and they'll be alright.

ESEN:Thanks,Audy.I,indeed,needed just to talk it out with another creature that'll fully understand.Phil is borderline clueless,despite how much of a bright genius he is.And why are you giggling?

AUDRA:You're both a carbon copy of each other,nerds.

ESEN:Hahaha,yeah I suppose.Are you alright?

AUDRA:Of course yeah.I'm just..has Phil been getting nightmares or visions lately?

ESEN:None,Audra.Why do you speak of those now?

AUDRA:It's Winnie..I think Leo has been making bridges with him without making us aware.He's hiding his aura,little brat-

ESEN:Be more aware of what you say about Leo,Audra.He can be quite the dilemma at times,true,but he was assigned to us and our holders for this mission.Be respectful,because we do not need more hassle.

AUDRA:..I'm just worried,lay off my case.

ESEN:Do not fret,Audra.As you said prior,we will figure some solution together.This is not our first mission together,recall that?We always end on the victorious side of things.We will accomplish the mission's target safely.

AUDRA:Yeah,thanks E.

ESEN:Do not make much of it.Now let's demolish this link,as our holders might be worried.Just come to the balcony and we'll see what to do.

AUDRA:Okay♡

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hello hello

i finally have the main plot points firmly planned and will try to upload when i can

this chapter was a bit of an experiment to see what i'm capable of in 3rd person

idk how to feel about it but oh well

hope you enjoyed reading and i'd appreciate feedback☆

P.s.:first chapter was rewritten with new major changes

+1600 words+