Ashes (MCU/Loki fan fic)

Sentiment

You froze.

"I longed for you." He continued slowly.

You're hair began to dull.

"I will yearn for nothing as strongly so long as I live, than I do for you." He spoke softly.

"I could only hope that you were well." He said. "I could not have been more wrong..." he said sorrowful.

"Do you see, my intended?" He asked. 

You let out a slightly sigh, tears threatening your eyes. Breath shaky.

"The God of Mischief, Ruler of Lies, who demands the recognition of his subject gladly falls to his knees, for you."

Your heart fluttered. You felt your cheeks heat.

"It would seem, 'Nala, that the heart I didn't think I had truly exists." He said.

He reached and took your hand slowly. Holding it.

You slightly smiled, but it faded. You squeezed his hand.

"As does my own." You said, squeezing more and looking to his eyes.

"Can you feel it's broken beat in your hands?" You asked shakily.

Loki's Eyes glazed over. His lips parted. He looked sorry. Good.

"I never..." he began. "Knew?" You slightly laughed.

"Of course you didn't." You dropped your head. And his hand.

"You see but you don't observe." You said.

"It's right in front of you. You have been in such a row with Thor, fighting to be favored by Odin. You never saw you were my most favored." You said quietly.

If it were any quieter, you would have heard two hearts break. You could hear faintly, hulk jumping from buildings. Coming closer.

"Yet here I stand, Rendering you speechless from sharp words, yet not a single one a lie." You said further. "For no one is perfect enough for a god." You tempted.

Loki stood swiftly. Lifting a hand to gently brush your arm.

"No. You are not perfect. You are something much more important, much more impressive. You are Unique. And Oh how I crave something unique."

He smiled. You slightly smiled.

"Leave he drones to their dull existence. You are destined for something greater... you are a goddess reach up and grasp it." He encouraged.

"You're nearness takes my breath away, and all the things I wish to say can find no voice." You blushed and smiled. His hand moved to your jaw and you leant into it.

"These loves you've taken on earth mean nothing to you...nor me." You finished. Loki's Eyes flickering with joy.

"However, what you think you've become means the world to me." You continued.You took his hand and looked in his eyes.

"You are not a monster Loki. You're not the villain." You said. Your bottom lip slightly quivered.

"Stop acting like one." You demanded. "Come home, come back to me." You pleaded.

Hulk smashed into the window, all six of the avengers stood behind you, you and Loki facing each other. His eyes never moving from you.

You quietly extended a hand back as Thor gave you the heavy duty mechanical cuffs.

"You should find this amusing," You Smiled slightly to him. "Kneel." You said. He dropped his head, a small smirk played on his lips.

He got to his knees, lifting his wrists to you. You put them on as they clicked and ticked into place.

Thor walked over quickly, chaining him up more.

"Only for you, my dear." He smirked. Thor Quickly muzzled him. Taking Loki by surprise. You turned and walked away.

-

Thor dragged Loki out. All of them did. You walked Separate from the group. Behind them. Eyes locked to the back of Loki's head.

Loki was escorted downstairs to a large bulky vehicle built to hold criminals. Romanoff has relaxed hulk. Then hero's changed. And rested from their fight.

But not for long. You stood with Thor waiting.

"What did you do to him?" Thor asked.

"I appealed to his humanity." You teased. Thor laughed.

"Thank you, for helping my brother." He smiled. The Avengers came down in a fresh set of clothes.

"Alright, either of you want to ride with Horns?" Tony asked. Thor looked to you.

"Please, you will keep him calm." Thor said. You nodded. "Alright, load up." Cap said. Each of them in pairs getting in their designated vehicles.

You unlocked the doors of the large van. Loki's eyes glanced to see who had, them he fully looked seeing it was you.

You climbed in and locked it back. Sitting across from him in the confined space.

Must I be muzzled like a hound?

He asked in your head.

"Thor deems it necessary." You frowned.

That oaf.

"Enough childish antics." You Smiled. He lifted his head some.

Remove my restraints so I may kiss you

Your cheeks flushed.

Your teeth tugged at your bottom lip and you hesitantly crouched down between his legs. You leant forward to you, you reached up and unlocked the muzzle.

It clicked and you pulled it off, your eyes never leaving his, you sat it to the side.

He kissed you, slowly, and passionately.
You kissed back, a beam of lust added into the mix. His tongue teased at your lip and you hummed, then pulled away.

He smirked down at you.
"Thank you, my sweet." He purred. You bit your lip and picked the muzzle up.

"Don't thank me for long." You said and lifted the muzzle back up, placing it on him. You wished you hadn't. Your lips already missed his.

He didn't argue. He let you place it on him then he sat back. You took your place back on your seat.

He was your first kiss.