•// Loki Imagines //•

Please Dont Do This

Warnings: a lot of angst, major character death, spoilers for Infinity War, but I promise it ends happily :)

Pain. That's all you felt as you lied on the ground feeling helpless. You lifted your head as best as you could to see the Mad Titan himself, Thanos, picking up Thor like he weighed nothing.

You had to hold back a sob as you looked around and saw all the Asgardians that were just moments ago alive and healthy, excited for what was to come, now dead and lifeless.

But despite everything, what really hurt the most was watching the love of your life standing in front of Thanos, you knowing very well that each moment Loki stood in his presence was a moment he was risking his life.

"The tessaract or your brothers head, I assume you have a preference," Thanos threatened, squeezing Thor's head a little tighter. What? Loki didn't have the tessaract so how could that even be possible?

"Oh, I do. Kill away."

And at his request, Thanos pressed the power stone into Thor's head which caused him to scream out in pain. You knew Loki very well, which meant that you knew he wouldn't let his brother die, and you were right for just a few seconds later Loki cried out, "Alright, stop!"

Your body relaxed upon seeing Thanos remove the power stone from Thor's head. You couldn't just continue to lie there and watch the people you care about get hurt, so as best as you could you began to crawl over to where Loki was.

You stopped upon seeing him with the tessaract which caused disappointment to begin to sink in. You thought he was done with all this, he promised you he was. Loki turned to look at you, sadness shining in his eyes.

"I'm so sorry (Y/N), but I promise you the sun will shine on us again."

You felt warm tears run down your cheeks as you knew what he was going to do. "Loki please don't do this," you begged, not wanting the man you loved more than anything to die.

"There's no other way," Loki told you sadly turning back to the Mad Titan. "Oh? And who may this be?" Thanos asked, dropping Thor as he was put into this metal contraption to keep him still, and walking over to you. He picked you up and this time put the power stone to your head.

"If threatening to kill your brother wasn't enough to hand over the tessaract then maybe killing your girlfriend will provide enough incentive."

And like that, he held the stone to your head; a pain you had never felt flooding through your body. Hearing you scream and watching you be in so much pain hurt Loki deeply, never wanting to drag you into this.

"Stop don't hurt her she has nothing to do with this!" Loki screamed and to his luck, Thanos did stop and dropped you, while you wreathed on the ground in pain.

"I Loki, prince of Asgard, Odinson, the rightful king of Jotunheim, God of Mischief, do hereby pledge to you my undying fidelity."

"Undying? You should choose your words more carefully."

It all happened so fast and before you could do or say anything, Thanos wrapped a big purple hand around Loki's throat and began to choke the life out of him. You sobbed loudly and screamed for Thanos to let him go, but he didn't listen.

"You... will never... be a god," Loki choked out before you heard a sickening snap, and his lifeless body fell to the floor.

"No resurrections this time."

You weakly crawled over to Loki's now dead body and sobbed, this pain a thousand times worse then the power stone. It struck you that you would never be able to kiss him again, or hug him again, or simply just see him again and that broke your heart which made you sob even louder.

You don't even notice Thanos and his minions leaving, or what happened to Thor, all you could focus on was the the man you loved so much dead in your arms.

You seemed to stay like that forever, crying into Loki's chest, when you heard a faint heartbeat. That was Impossible. He was dead... right? And before you could do anything thing else, Loki sat up with a gasp, heavily panting and rubbing the bruise on his sore neck.

"Loki you're alive!" You exclaimed happily cupping his face, and pressing a passionate kiss to his lips, which he eagerly returned. He reluctantly removed his lips from yours to wipe away any tears on your cheeks.

"I'm so sorry about everything, love, and for faking my death again, but it was the only way I-" but you cut him off with another kiss, shaking your head.

"Don't be sorry I'm just happy you're alive, I love you so much Loki," you confessed hugging him gently so you didn't harm his already hurt neck. "I love you so much too. Now let's go take down Thanos, together."

A/N: THIS HURT SO MUCH TO WRITE. When I saw Infinity War I sobbed so much when Loki died my mom asked me if I wanted to leave the theater. The Russo Brothers better bring him back for Avengers 4, or I will literally riot. Thank you so much for reading I hope you enjoyed it, and I love you all!💞♥️