THE KAMIKAZE SOCIETY

Chapter Two

After a long summer and waiting to come home, I was now waiting at the school bus stop on my lonesome in my uncomfortable school uniform. 

It fitted perfectly now in my final year and I didn't look swamped in it. My tight black school skirt hung just right over my arse but also hugging it in all the right places, making it a little short but modest and making me just get away with school regulations. I had black knee high school socks on, giving myself the classical school girl look, I had realised no-one really wore knee high socks they were either bare legged or wore tights, I felt a bit conscious of wearing them however I didn't care and wanted myself to stand out this school year. However I knew that tomorrow and by the end of the week the majority of the school girls in my school would probably be wearing the knee high socks. 

I had saved up my money for working over the summer and brought myself a pair of brand new black converses. Now I know what your thinking, theres no way I would get away with wearing converses with my uniform. Well lets just say the students of Rothko Grammar School live in a rich area, and our parents would love to send us to private school but the nearest one is about 40 miles away and not practical. The majority of the students parents fund the school, making it one of the best public grammar schools in England. This means that the teachers are a little bit more lenient on the school uniform. I know this probably comes across as snobby, I promise we aren't like that, well except for a few students.

I had a white shirt on with the buttons at the top undone with a blue baggy v neck jumper over the top, with my tie done but loose fitting around the collar, and finally with my black and blue blazer, that was a little bit big on purpose and had my sleeves rolled up.I had also gotten a new simple school bag in France, I had gone to a market and found a really cool plain canvas bag with a french saying across it in black writing, it was slouchy but still chic at the same time. I had my hair down and long with loose curls but still messy, I had also groomed and filled my eyebrows in, there were big and busy anyway but I thought for the first day at school I would at least groom them, and I had also popped a bit of highlight on the arch of my brows my eyes and cheekbones and some creamy bronzer to excentsiate my cheekbones, along with some simple mascara finishing off with some simple gloss. I was happy with my appearance I had also got a wicked tan on holiday making my face and legs look bronzed and goddess like.

As I waited on my own at the bus stop, I started to get nervous. I was always the last stop, so I knew I had to make a entrance when I got on the bus and I knew people were gonna stare, but I'm silver at the end of the day and I shouldn't care what people think so I should just get it over and done with. But on the other hand, the majority of the village and school saw my episodes last year and no one had seen me all summer, so understandably I had a right to be nervous. I could slowly see the bus in the distantly coming in view, I waited for it to come to the stop as I put out my arm to signal it to stop, as it slowed to a halt I instantly felt my heart racing and my palms started to get clammy, I was extremely nervous, I know I would feel at ease when I saw my group, but this was the school bus that everyone got to school, and I could already see it was packed.

I knew that the gang had bagged the back seats at the top of the bus as Chloe texted me as about 20 minutes ago as I was walking to the bus stop, this was a big deal for your group to bag the back seats it screamed power and this was important for the last year of school, but also in my mind that means that i've got on the whole of the bottom floor of the bus will stare and then i'll have to walk up the bus stairs and make a long catwalk stroll down to the end of the bus, as if I hadn't set myself up enough, I think I should of stuck to the braces and eating chocolate for the whole summer. This is what I do i put so many self doubts in my head that now I'm in full blown panic.

The bus arrives at a halt and I slowly step onto the bus, making sure I don't make any side way glances to the students sat on the bus, I can already feel their eyes boring holes into my side. I look to the bus driver hoping its Gary, instead it's some old lady I've never seen before.

"Weekly student ticket please" I mumble as I pass over my £10 note. 

I look up stunned not to see the regular bus guy, only to be replaced with a younger women who must be in her early 20s, who looked way too cool to be a bus driver, but if thats what she's got to do to earn money, then thats what she's gotta do.

 "Erm wheres Gary?" I say to the lady. She looks at me up and down and squints her eyes. "He's out for the week kiddo, he had to go up north to visit he's Grandma if you get ma jist" She winks, she slowly reaches for the ticket and slowly passes it to me and leans in forward, "But er if you loose your bus ticket, just ring Harry he's numbers on the ticket and he can get you a new one" she gives me the ticket and smile, I smile back this ladies innuendos were amazing, quite humorous as well. I turn to walk away "By the way when Garys back next week, buy daily tickets instead of a weekly ticket it's cheaper" I turn and laugh quickly walking upstairs not making any eye contact with the students on the lower bus floor.

Ok now here was my chance, I wanted to come off cool but not too cocky the impression that I was confident with my self. As I walked up the stairs the bus started moving, my challenge to the back row of the bus was even more overwhelming as now I had the challenge not to fall over whilst the bus was moving. I appear at the top of the stairs and glance up, shit people are staring some are even gawking.

At the top of the stairs was George, captain of the football team and the most popular guy in school, other than the twins and the other boys in our gang. He was alright but was a massive fuck boy, but extremely beautiful and we never had any problems with him with our group. He was intenesly staring at me, and as I moved up the stairs he's eyes followed my every move, I made eye contact with him and he smiled. "Shit Silver you got hot" I laughed. "Not too bad your self G" I winked. He's other football friends turned around and looked, I could feel my cheeks blushing and one of them Oliver whistled, by this point I was up the stairs and walking to the end of the bus, I tuned around and flipped him the bird, giving me more whistles.

Some of the girls on the bus smiled and said hi whilst over girls gave me evils, why? I will never know. I looked at my gang the boys were just staring, but my best girl friends noticed me, Chloe stood up and started whistling "Holy shit girlfriend look at you, omg everyone my best friends fucking sexy!" I laughed hysterically whilst the gang laughed breaking the ice. "Shut the fuck up Floss, your ruining my entrance". I made a B line to sit next to her, this whole time I could feel Jett starting at me but I didn't make eye contact. As I went to sit next to Floss I heard him cough, I looked at him and stopped, he smiled that cheeky one sided smile he does, "Sli (Sill) I saved you a seat, I haven't seen my best friend all summer and you can't even make eye contact with me!" I knew he was joking as he said that, he tilted he's head and his smiled loosened as I stared into he's ocean eyes, how could I resist? I said nothing and slowly slid into the window seat next to him, and I dropped my bag onto the floor.

I felt like everything had gone into slow motion and relality hit me, I was bombarded with questions "How was your summer?" "I didn't know you got your braces off" a serious of questions Jebb looked at me and laughed "Well look at that you scrub up well" He smiled and carried on looking at he's phone, I answered the notorious questions still not looking at Jett, I tried to relax, my answers ended up stemming an argument with Chloe and Kit taking the attention off me, I slouched into my seat. As I did I felt Jetts lips brush against my ears, and he slowly whispered into them "You look amazing Sli (Sill)" I let out a sharp breath as my body froze and my whole body tensed. Shit I was in trouble.