In A Relationship With Mr. Perfect || Cai Xukun x Chen Linong

Thirteen

Chen Linong

(Why are you calling me this late?)

I heard Lingchao's voice from the other line, I played with my watch and look at the night lights. I'm currently at my veranda fresh air makes me calm in situation like this.

"Lingchao... Can you ask your mom about Xukun's status?"

I heard him change location seems like he is fully awake now. It's 1 in the morning but still can't sleep, Kun left at around 10 in the evening after that dad didn't stop asking where did I spent the night but still I didn't tell him the truth.

(You know it's confidential right?)

I gulped as if I'm also gulping the tears that is about to pour out my eyes.

"H-He's starting to forget about me---I mean not me, but the times he spent with me."

A tear fell down from my eyes followed by more tears, I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing I don't want Lingchao to worry about me.

"I'm afraid one day he woke not remembering me at all."

(Linong... We are not yet sure of his condition okay? Don't jump into conclusion already. It will only make you paranoid.)

I nod as if Lingchao will see me doing so. I sighed. I don't know what to do anymore.

(Sleep first okay? We are all tired for the day. Goodnight!)

I said goodnight before ending the call.

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"Here."

Xukun gave me my phone back, my friends were looking at me and I don't know why. I looked at my phone and it was still the same, my wallpaper is still THAT I bit my lip because of embarassment.

I gave him his phone too, I just ramdomly save my friends number there since I don't memorized it all hope it won't be a big deal.

I looked around the cafeteria and all students are stress free now. Results were out and offcourse Xukun is still rank 1 there is no question about that tho.

"I'll buy something to eat, what do you want?"

Xukun ask while looking straight at me. He is back to his old self, a cold one.

"Baked mac, cookies and pink milk."

"Okay, Ah. Nice wallpaper by the way."

I felt my cheek heated up and my ears went red because of what he said. I thought he didn't notice!

"Why? Why? What's wrong with the wallpaper."

Justin curiously ask, I shyly show them my wallpaper and they started laughing at me I looked at them fiercely but they just continued not minding me being red all over.

Minutes later, Xukun went back with a tray. He gave me my food and I say thanks he just nodded so I started digging in.

"Let's just meet tomorrow at my house?"

We all look up at Lingchao, tomorrow will be our vacation so that's why. We all agreed to him, we planned all the activities and my excitement arose.

"I can't come with you tomorrow."

I looked at Xukun upon hearing that. He dropped me here in my house after school, I don't know what to feel about what he said.

"B-But you agreed already right?"

"Yeah, I forgot about it, no,I don't actually remember agreeing but maybe just one of my forgotten moments. And just remembered awhile ago because of Lingchao. I'm so sorry. I have something to do tomorrow until sunday."

I looked at him hurt because of that.

"Let's just go on a vacation together after my schedule okay?"

I don't know why, I am not a sensitive person not until now.

"Never mind. I don't want to go with you anywhere."

I turn around and went straight to my room I heard my mom called me but I just ignored her. Xukun knocked on my door, hearing their coversation I feel so much hate inside I throw the first thing my hand get out of nowhere it made a loud sound.

"Linong!"

"Chen Linong! What the hell is happening there!?"

My mom shouted along with continuous knocks. I breathe heavily I don't know why but I am so angry right now, there is something exploding inside me that I don't know.

I grabbed my hair because of the pain I felt suddenly. I get one piece of the broken glass from the picture frame I threw and use it to slit my wrist. Not too deep, just want to feel something painful than what I feel in my head. I saw blood start dropping in the floor I threw the glass, I close my eyes after.