In A Relationship With Mr. Perfect || Cai Xukun x Chen Linong

Thirty Nine

Leo

"Why are you doing this to me, huh?"

I still didn't answer him, I can taste my own blood because for the nth time he slaps me again for not answering him.

He pulled me out of the bed and I just followed him, I am scared yes but I can't lose it. Chen Linong needs to survive no matter what. I clenched my teeth in order to calm and stop myself from crying, I regretted everything I did back then, I was made to be an escape to his problems but on the other hand I brought more problems to him. I didn't help him in anyway.

You did a good job.

I look around when I heard it. Who's that?

"What's wrong?"

August look at me worriedly. I noticed that we are out of the room already and now waiting for the elevator. "Nothing."

When the elevator opened I saw an old couple there, being alert as always August grip my hand tightly to warn me not to do anything that against his will. He pulled my head then put it to his shoulder maybe to hide those marks he made on me. When we came at the basement he pushed me to his car and I immediately put on the seatbelt. No matter what, I need to be safe.

Let go now, Leo...

Who are you?

I close my eyes and keep listening to the sound I felt August started the engine and began driving.

It's me Linong.

I-It's the first time I talk to you.

Hm. And I am grateful that I have you. Someone stronger than me, someone who values my life more than me. Someone who says what I can't and someone who can deal about everything I can't.

But, can we stop now?

What do you mean?

This might be the last you are going out but I promise I won't forget you. You are a part of me and starting today I won't run away about those problems.

I am sorry. In the first place it is because of me.

Don't blame yourself, just sleep...

Thank you so much and I am so sorry for being a waste.

I close my eyes after that and felt something strong pulling me...

"Do you remember what we did 2 years ago? How we made a traffic accident because we want to die? The guy who tried to stop us from escaping the hospital? That damn doctor who get in our way? Fvck them all. We are on it again and no one can stop us now!"

August speed up.

"Kun..."

I opened my eyes with a new perspective. He looks at me angrily. "Stop calling me that!"

"Do you remember how we made them? Those alter egos? That time your mom died you cried so much it hurts. I love you so much, and I don't want to see you like that so I tell you maybe we can make someone who is strong enough to deal about everything."

"I-I don't what you are saying! Bring Leo out!"

"He's gone. It's you right? The one who writes that letter? Blue. Bluer than blue, sadder than sad I don't know how many times you sang that song but you said -- the one who made your eyes blue must not be forgotten."

He looks at me again this time I can see how mad he is.

"Damn you I said stop talking!"

He speed up and I felt somehow afraid of what's going on. But I chose to be strong, I promised Leo so I should not waste this chance.

"Kun. I was wrong, I didn't realize that I made the wrong decision in asking you that."

My tears flow freely that I didn't bother wipe it.

"You were just a kid who plays around and she's just a mother who loves his son so much she could die for him. You accidentally drive the car and your mom came to save you thus, an accident happen. She died for you so must live for her."

"Shut up! I said shut the hell up!"

He hit the steering wheel but still didn't slow down, guess he research for a place like this. Somewhere we cannot be recovered immediately. I close my eyes and slowly removed the seatbelt. I looked at his direction after that and burst out crying, it is mixed of fear, happiness and loneliness.

"K-Kun. I love you so much, if you are willing to die now..."

I almost choke because of crying so much. I saw him crying too, I closed my eyes before continuing.

"Let's die together, I am willing to be with you even in this way."