In A Relationship With Mr. Perfect || Cai Xukun x Chen Linong

Thirty

Kim Jonghyun

Linong was already sleeping safe and sound and here I am watching him do so for the nth time. He looks so fragile that you have to be so careful whenever you hold or talk to him. His smiles are what brought me up to this extent, too bad those smiles are gone for I don't know days? Weeks? Months? Years? All because of that Cai Xukun.

If only I came earlier than him then I would have a chance, or so do I? I was  caressing his face when my phone rung.

Baekho calling...

I sighed, as much as I don't to talk to anyone this guy will surely won't stop bugging me. Turning my phone off won't do also cause I'm sure first thing tomorrow he's the one I'll wake up to.

"Hello?"

(Where are you?)

"Why?"

(Tsk. Chen Linongs' friends were bugging us about his where abouts. You didn't drop him home right?)

I sighed. It was only 7 hours and here they are asking around already.

"I took him in our house."

I heard him cursed under his breath.

(Damn you, JR! Don't you know how loud that Dinghao guy was? He keeps on nagging at me for two straight hours and I know our friends surely are experiencing same thing as me. Bring the kid back already!)

"I am sorry, Bro. I will but not now help me out on this please? Just for now I promise this will be the last time I'll ask this favor, just let me have time with him please."

I heard him sighed in the other line.

(Damn, Bro. Help me explain to Sewoon tomorrow I cancelled all his calls just to reach you.)

I nodded even if he doesn't see me.

"Thanks, Bro. I owe you one."

I hung up the call and went my gaze back at Linong. Am I too much for doing something like this? I held his right hand and kiss the back of his palm. I'm letting you go after this but let me, just for now, make myself believe you're mine.

Tears started dropping from my eyes and even if I wiped it off another batch just drop so I didn't bother to repeat it.

I knew they broke up but seeing his state right now I know that's not what he really wanted. He just love him so much, damn that love I want to feel it too. I smiled fakely, someday I know I will.

My phone ring again and this time I didn't bother to look who it was.

"Hello?"

(What are you doing?!)

I sighed. So he's also going to nag me?

"Ren. Calm down okay."

(I am trying! But I just can't! What are you doing? I thought you're just going to drop him off?)

"I'm sorry..."

(Listen okay. I don't care if you love him that much but what you are doing right now is just too much. It would be wise for you to step back before it's too late. Those two aren't going to break up for real! You're just going to regret it after.)

I look at Linong who is still sleeping and sighed.

"It's okay to regret than do nothing."

I ended the call and let the tears fell down. I hit my head out of frustration as if it will be lessen.

I don't want it either, I don't want to feel that thing they called pain. But it is too late for that now.

---

A/N

Ending is approaching for this story since I have to focus on my review I will be making oneshot compilation instead and will limit ongoing series because its uhhhhh 😂 I can't let a day without updating. May I know who is your favorite KPOP ships? I have couples in my mind already but I also want to know yours. Thank you! 😍