"So..."I say as I lay across my bed with my laptop in my hands and placing it infront of me. "Robby was brought up today" I begin to speak into my webcam. "So if you guys haven't caught on yet"I say as I take a short pause and stare into space. I look back into my camera and continue to speak "I'm terrified.. I know that some people may have a problem with this,I may even loose friends. This can kind of change everything for me" I say as my eyes become mournful.
"I am gay." I admit to myself as a tear travels down my cheek and splashing on one of my laptop keys. "I've already accepted myself,I'm just not sure if my friends or family will. I'm not ashamed,I just know what kids go through in the LGBT community" I continue to speak to myself while brushing my fingers through my hair. "I'm honestly scared,I'm scared of how much change would occur. When I was dating Robby,he told me how he'd get mistreated and disrespected. As selfish as this may sound,I don't want the same thing happening to me".
"I remember I was younger"I say as I let out a small giggle. "My mom caught me painting my nails in her bedroom". I continue to expose my 'gay' moments as I laugh to myself. "I guess I always knew I was different,I've tried the whole girlfriend thing,it didn't really work out." I admit. "I remember Stacey and I went to a party and I was just standing in a corner as people glanced at me. I pulled her over and asked her to give me a hickey so that people wouldn't assume anything about me" I explain as I rub the back on my neck, "she did it. She went through"I say applauding. "Stacey has been so supportive and she's always been there for me. She was the first person I ever came out to...she hugged me and reassured me that things are going to be okay" I say leaving a big smile on my face.
"I want to tell my parents,I've been under their roof for eighteen years and they still don't know. What if they kick me out?What if they don't accept me? Will they still claim me as their son?" I ask myself with sadness in my voice.
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