Crowned: Most Likely to be Gay (✔️)

Crowned: Winter

Winter

Winter break is two days away and I couldn't be happier. I mean come on why wouldn't anyone love break...and Christmas? Seriously.

Robby and I became friends with benefits. We didn't want to be in a relationship and out a label on each other,we felt it was unnecessary so we just agreed to be friends with benefits. Although we still talk a lot about our lives and secrets to each other.

I haven't talked to Stacey in almost two weeks. She's hit me up a couple of times and called,trying to apologize but I can't,I can't speak to her after what she's done. It hurt me a lot. I know she feels bad but I probably feel worse.

My parents know what happened,what went down with Stacey and I,they agreed with her. They agreed that I shouldn't hide my identity,but I disagree,my identity has gotten me into so much trouble.

I've been in my room a lot lately. My parents are starting to think I'm depressed or something. Truth is,I am sad,I'm really sad. The one person I trusted the most turned their back on me. I felt alone,Stacey was the only person I can turn to and I can't even speak to her anymore. I've been speaking to Robby but that's it. I still feel alone with him around. I realized I don't really have any friends and a lot of people hate me for being gay.

"E" my dad says gently knocking on my room door. "What" I murmured with my head under my blanket. "Dinners ready" my dad informed. "Okay"I responded. "Are you coming down?"he asked as I felt a cold breeze on my face. My dad had removed the sheets from over my head. "Hey! I'm not hungry"I updated. "Come on,just come down"my dad said trying to persuade me. I let out a sigh of frustration. "I said I'm not hungry okay!" I snapped. "Get out,please!" I said pointing towards the door. My dad looked at me with disappointment in his eyes and slammed my door.

I was disappointed in myself as well, I noticed the changes that have been occurring and i wasn't doing anything about it.