Chasing Hate || Lucas Coly FF

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Jakira

I was currently laying on Lucas chest tracing his rose tattoo that was on his collarbone

Let's just say some things happened in that kitchen and we didn't have no disruptions surprisingly

As I get up I take a hot shower and get dressed in some black tights and a royal blue spaghetti strap shirt

Tying my hair up into a bun I walk out the bathroom as my phone was ringing uncontrollably

It's about to be 3 in the morning....

Who is calling this late?...

I go over and pick it up

It was Zae

Furrowing my eyebrow I grab my phone off the charger and walk out answering it so I can't wake up Lucas

" Hel- "

" He's dead... He's gone " she said sobbing

" Woah woah woah what? " I said

" He's gone Kira he's gone " she said crying

" Zae who?! " I asked

" Sammy! " she yelled

She started going on and on about nonsense not paying me any attention

" Where are you at? " I asked going back into the room and slipping on my PINK slides as I grabbed my black jacket

" I'm at the hospital that's close to y'all house " she said

" Okay imma be there inna few minutes " I said

I hung up and zipped up my jacket as I went over to Lucas and pecked his lips softly so he wouldn't wake up before leaving out then I left out and downstairs out the door

15 minutes later

I walk in and go the front desk telling them his name then I go to the elevator getting in

Tapping my foot impatiently finally I make it there and I start running down the hall to his room as it was getting louder and louder with crying

Turning the corner I saw Diggy holding Lézae back as she was crying and reaching into the room

The twins were sitting on the chairs with the baby

London of course was sobbing and Landon was too but he was doing it silently

Tears were slipping away down his face..

I walk up to them

" Finally " Diggy says outta breath

I roll my eyes

" Zae... " I said grabbing her arm

" He can't be gone! " she said

I pulled her close to me and she started crying harder

Landon

(They kids never had a POV before lord😭)

As I watched my mama cry it hurted even more....

I'm not gonna lie I hated him just because of the attention I didn't receive from him but now that he's gone I'm even more sad because I'll never receive the love and attention I wanted from him

I was fed up and caught up in wanting things i never realized that it got badder and badder day by day...

I know they say we all gonna leave this world eventually but I didn't think he would go so soon... He was still so young & him and mama didn't even get married yet...

Even though their relationship has been bad for the past month or two I know they was gonna work it out eventually because from what I be hearing they go way back..

Middle school is when they met...

I know deep down inside they love each other but they only been acting like this because of his doings.

He only acting like this because his-

" Landon... Cmon we gotta say bye to daddy... " London said shaking me

I looked at her and slid down slowly with the baby because I didn't wanna drop him but Diggy took him from me

Who gave him the permission to take my brother? ...

I shook my head and walked into the room as we all surrounded around the bed

The doctor came in and stood to the side

We got up on the side of the bed because we were so short..

He looked at mama and she nodded then he pulled the white sheet back

" Daddy no! " London yelled grabbing his hand

Tears started streaming down from her face more as she then grabbed onto me and I hugged her while rubbing her back

He had a black eye and a big gash on his forehead...

He was pretty..... messed up....

Mama was just staring at him as tears fell down and she was twisting her promise ring

She grabbed his hand holding it then bent down kissing his forehead..

My heart hurted even more

I was mad at not only him for leaving us but mostly at myself because I was being too much of a crybaby to even try and enjoy what I had while I had it...

I can't imagine how little Sammy gonna feel when he grows up without him...

He has it worser then we do.

We all said our words and goodbyes but London being hella extra was crying and allat she didn't even wanna leave

" I just want my daddy back " she said

They pulled the cover back on him

" I'm sorry for your loss ma'am... " he said

We all had to leave eventually...

This is the worst day ever......

I'm emotional as hell😭...

Thoughts? 💔