Chasing Hate || Lucas Coly FF

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Lézae

I had my arms folded walking around Sammy's in-home studio

He had pictures of us all over it

Going over to one of us we was holding hands while at the beach in the sunset

I sighed feeling the tears burn my eyes

I wanted to burn the whole room up just because...

Sighing and shaking my head I walk back out the room closing the door behind me

Leaning against it for a minute I close my eyes feeling the tears stream down

I wipe my eyes and walk into the kitchen

Maybe some Oreos will make me feel better...

I go in the pantry and get my hidden family pack out then I get my vanilla ice cream out the freezer sitting it on the island and I got a spoon sitting down on a stool

Opening the pack and my ice cream I start to eat my problems away

But it wasn't helping...

I sighed..

It just doesn't feel the same...

Looking at my phone slowly on the counter I pick it up and call somebody I thought I would never talk to again.

Jakira

I was laying next to Lucas with my leg on him as he was rubbing his hand up and down it laughing at the movie that was on tv

Jr and J'liyah were laying to the head of the bed watching it with him.

I was deep in thoughts just laying there

Even though they were acting up they still my babies and at the end of the day I'm not even mad at them.. Just shocked.

" You not even watching the movie " Lucas said looking at me as he tapped under my chin letting go of my hand that we were holding hands with

I shook my head and grabbed his hand back

" Just thinking " I said

I made eye contact with him and slowly smiled

" Whatchu smiling for ma? " he asked

" I don't know.. I'm just weird like that and I can't take ya serious " I said

He smiled back

" Of course you can't " he said

" LuLu... " I said

" Not with these nicknames again " he said

I laughed

" Whatchu want? " he asked

" I love you " I said

He smiled again showing his perfectly pearly whites because he took his grill out

" I love you too " he said

" Aw babe... " I said touching his face

" What? " he said

" You look so cute without your grills in ya mouth " I said admiring him in complete 'awe'

I saw his cheeks turn a little red

" Then you blushing " I said

" Am not " he said

I rolled over onto him hugging him around his neck as he hugged back