Chasing Hate || Lucas Coly FF

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2 weeks later..

London

I was sitting in the kitchen eating some graham crackers and drinking some apple juice thinking about everything

We had just gotten back from seeing daddy...

It gets harder each time...

I wish he would come back...

Getting knocked out of my thoughts by a knock at the door I looked at the door then the stairs and then I get up and open the door

A guy stood there in all black

" Where is your mama? " he asked

I tilted my head

" Whose asking? " I said

His voice sounded familiar...

It sounded like-

Nahh..

" London... " he said

I started getting scared

" H-How do you know my name? " I asked

He stood there for a minute then he lifted his hand to his head and slowly started pulling the hood off

Watching as he did so when he finally pulled it off I gasped and started screaming

Jakira

I was peacefully sleeping in Lucas arms as his phone started ringing

Who is calling him at this time?

" Lucas " I said

He didn't say anything

I turned around facing him and I pecked his lips

" Baby... " I said

He groaned

" What? " he said

" Your phone is ringing " I said

He threw his hand and pulled me closer

After awhile his phone stopped ringing

I laid my head back down closing my eyes

His phone started ringing again

And I eventually got annoyed and sat up grabbing it

" Who is this and why are you calling my man at this time of night? " I asked with a full attitude cause they fucking with my sleeping time

I listened to what they had to say and started shaking Lucas

" Babe fr get up " I said

" What man?! " he asked annoyed

I handed him the phone

" What?! " he said

His face was all scrunched up until it softened and he looked down

" Alright... We'll be there whenever... Thanks " he said

He hung up and set the phone down as he put his hands over his face

" Babe... " I said

He didn't say anything

I pulled his hands off his face and made him look at me

His eyes were glistening 

" You don't gotta actually tough around me... It's okay to let it out.. I won't use it against you or judge you " I said

He sat up and laid his head on my chest as I was holding him then I felt the tears rolling down in between my breasts and it sent a shiver down my body but eventually I got used to it

Lucas never cries so I know this is something serious.....

I heard him breathe in heavily then let it out as more tears rolled down

My heart broke because I don't like seeing him cry...

Eventually I felt my eyes burning from tears and I laid my head on his kissing his head

Lucas

So many emotions were running through my head right now.

I was mad , sad , guilty but I was mostly hurt

But I wasn't as hurt because I have Kira by my side

She wasn't judging a nigga for crying or she didn't complain

She just babying a nigga... but I love that shit..

This girl really been with me through thick and thin

I never knew I would be able to love somebody other then myself..

I love her and our kids..

She gave me the best kids in the world and it would be a blessing if she could just give me one more... if she doesn't that's alright.

I felt her placing kisses on me as her hand was rubbing my head

It made me sad all over again because she reminds me so much of her....

I don't wanna think about her too much because I'll slowly start shutting everybody out and I can't do that..

I got kids and Kira she'll probably think I'm neglecting her..

I really love her with everything in me..

Maybe it's time I step up our relationship and use that-

" You good now? " her soft voice said knocking me out my thoughts

I nodded and sniffled as I felt mad now

My fist clutched and I sat up wiping my face

Kira must've saw cause she grabbed my hand

I looked at her

" It's gonna be okay " she said

Before I knew it our lips met

She placed her hand on my face as I hovered her body and she had laid back down

I gently pressed myself on her body

The kiss started getting intense as I slid my hand down her body to her panties

I wonder....☕️