Chasing Hate || Lucas Coly FF

18

Jakira

I was sitting on the couch with Zae as she laid on me staring at the tv

Stroking through her hair I hear her sniffling constantly

We had left the hospital and I didn't trust her enough to go home so I let her and the kids just stay over tonight

She was snuggled up under the blanket I gave her as she played with the Kay Jewelers necklace Sammy gave her

" Just why... him? " she asked shaking her head slowly

I tucked my lips in and laid my head on hers

" He's in a better place.... " I said

" Of course you would say that, What else can you say? You don't know the pain I'm feeling right now.. You still have Lucas... your baby daddy. I don't so that means I have to raise 3 kids by myself " she said

" Now you know we not gonna let you raise them by yourself... " I said

She sat up roughly knocking me out the way

" You don't gotta knock me out the way Zae " I said quietly

" Yeah I can't do a lot of things huh? Like I can't go home.. tuh.. I'm not one of your damn kids Kira. " she said getting up

" Okay but Zae you don't gotta act like a completely bitch about the whole situation.. " I said getting up after her

" Oh so now I'm a bitch because I'm being truthful?? I wasn't a bitch when I was there with you when your own father was abusing you and fucking you, was I? I could've left your abused and used ass in the bathroom crying to ya damn self but I didn't! I even took up for you when his little bitch tried to come hoe you.. but I'm the bitch? Tuh the nerve you have " she said chuckling and shaking her head while putting her hoodie back on

" Now I see what Sammy was talking about... You are so ruthless with what you say and self centered. Have you ever actually tried to take the time to ask him and see what was actually going on?! " I asked getting mad

" W- "

" No the fuck you didn't, exactly! You wasn't there for your own boyfriend when he was close to overdosing that night was you?! I bet you don't even know about that! He came over HERE to our house and we spent hours talking! I bet you didn't even know Sammy was suicidal! But your way of seeing it is he just be trippin' and doing it for no reason. He has a reason and he was hurting inside! And felt alone because you never tried to ask what was wrong! That was not Sammy at all and now I'm starting to think that little 'car accident' wasn't even a accident he probably took his own life the easy way to not only end the pain but to get away from your crucial selfish ass! " I yelled harshly

All I know is my cheek was stinging and I held it

" Y'all was probably fucking! That's probably why he always came home all types of nights! " she yelled

" I don't even see him as that way! I would never even do that to you! " I yelled back

" Your a liar! Y'all probably was fucking with each other on the low! I should've known since day one the way he looked at you and whenever you came around he would get all lovey dovey eyes! All because of your hoe ass! You can't stop popping your pussy for a second and leave other females men alone can you?! " she yelled

All I know is I swung on her and the next we was on the floor

Hitting the table that had all me , Lucas , and the kids glass pictures they shattered to the ground

Eventually I felt a pair of hands lifting me off of her

All I saw was legs swinging everywhere

" What the... hell are y'all fighting for?! " Diggy asked

" She's nothing but a whore! She obviously slept with Sammy! " she said as she tried to break out of Lucas arms

" No I did not! Your just mad your own man ain't come to you about his problems! " I yelled

" Ooo bitch you lucky he holding me back cause I would slap the goofy outta you right now.. " she said

" I'll slap the sensitivity out of you! Touch me I double dare you! Nah I triple dare you, cause if you touch me or come around me again I swear on my kids imma kill you and that's on everything. " I said

" You have never killed anybody in your life your too soft " she said

" You better go ask my father he right in prison you obviously know nothing about me cause if you did you'll known I stabbed somebody! And left them to die! You just obviously know nothing about me and I'm not afraid of jail long as I get to kick yo ass before I go we all good " I said

" Kiss my ass you cunt " she said spitting

(In case y'all know Zae aka itsovolezae she acts nothing like this she isn't that disgusting to spit all apart of the story...)

I kick my foot hard enough to hit the lamp that was next to them and it fell over as the sparks started coming from it and before I knew Diggy was dragging me away

Ooooo shit👀..

I would never even think about Sammy ass tbr Zae he all your babes 🙄

Anyways...

Thoughts? 😬